It's Over Killing myself would be the ultimate mercy

[Mortis]

I know water is wet but I have a serious question: Is ascending even a real thing? Is it possible that things are going to turn out fine? I don't really need to have sex just a few irl friends I can have fun with and maybe a decent academic career. It feels like it's hopeless but at the same time I have hope? I constantly have the urge to kill myself if I am on my bike my body naturally shifts to oncoming traffic because I have the biologic drive to kill myself but my mind still believes there's hope for a decent and normal life


Could it get better brocells? Or is it just better if I prevent future suffering and end myself now? Because if things are still going to go this way in 10 years killing myself would actually be a merciful act.

I am not asking you to predict the future I am asking you to be realistic

 

[Linesnap99]

no ascension for your FACE, i am afraid i wont be alblevto avail the only cope left that is escort. as i grow older it will be very difficult.

 

[mistersinister]

It is a real thing if you are above4 and studymaxxed