I recently went to Durga Puja (curry festival ), it was a nightmare. Spent 3 hours there and every minute was a torture to my soul and reminder that it's over for me no matter what I do
Everywhere I see, there's a couple, normie couples , enjoying the moment. The foids too were coomfuel, but what got me was i realised I could never have this.
These people were all average or above average looking, came from rich or good families, had a great childhood, these relationships came to these people naturally. They didn't have to try building their personalities or be worried about missing their leg day
No matter how hard i try, I'll never ever fit in with these people in this lifetime, never ever be able to even form friends like these people forget a gf.
If I did try really hard like gymmaxxing and moneymaxxing, by that time 99% of women would be taken (here in curryland that's how it works, foids get taken early for marriages)
It's over, no matter what you do , you will never experience any of this in this lifetime. Ik I don't like to make negative posts, but it's hard to restrain after all of this .
Everywhere I see, there's a couple, normie couples , enjoying the moment. The foids too were coomfuel, but what got me was i realised I could never have this.
These people were all average or above average looking, came from rich or good families, had a great childhood, these relationships came to these people naturally. They didn't have to try building their personalities or be worried about missing their leg day
No matter how hard i try, I'll never ever fit in with these people in this lifetime, never ever be able to even form friends like these people forget a gf.
If I did try really hard like gymmaxxing and moneymaxxing, by that time 99% of women would be taken (here in curryland that's how it works, foids get taken early for marriages)
It's over, no matter what you do , you will never experience any of this in this lifetime. Ik I don't like to make negative posts, but it's hard to restrain after all of this .
