Eternaldarkness
This will be my last year alive
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I feel absolutely nothing, I'm just numb , that's all this pills do to you, they don't make feel happy or less depressed, just numbness.
Not actually dead though, which I wish I was.Completely dead inside
tbh..Not actually dead though, which I wish I was.
Maybe anti depressants are the cause of cuck faced soy boys.I used to take clonazepam for a short time, and while it did help me it turned off my brain. I could hardly think, it was if I was living life in a void. Also without realizing it my mouth would hang open, that's how out of it I was, a lot of medicated people are this way, I see them waiting at the pharmacy from time to time for their drugs and they have their mouths hanging open like mine was. This is what the drugs do to you. I am fortunately at a point where I no longer need them, however I still struggle with anxiety and depression.
Is this an Adam Lanza quote?Be a brainwashed slave to this drugged dystopian datamining society.View attachment 72767View attachment 72768
Thanks for the source.https://schoolshooters.info/sites/default/files/lanza_posts_2.2.pdf
en.wikiquote.org/wiki/Theodore_Kaczynski
Both the Lanza and Kaczynski quote have been shortened, but you can still get the main point from them.
Yeah I did, I was prescribed them after I tried to commit suicide.Did you get these pills from a Dr.?
OP is getting kiked
I clean my room everyday boyo.Have you tried cleaning your room
antidepressants are spooky
And yet I still want to ropeAntidepressants exist just to stop you from roping.
And yet I still want to rope
Antidepressants fuck up so much shit, they fuck up your mood even worse, fuck your weight, your sex drive, everything. They don't help anything, they just make it all worse.
Hate them. Never taking them again.
Nah tbh, I heard smoking it increases your chance at developing schizophrenia and paranoia.Do drugs instead. Smoke Marijuana. That helped me from roping
Sex would be the only thing to stop me from committing sui, it's a shame I'll never get it.Sex is the ultimate high.
Nah tbh, I heard smoking it increases your chance at developing schizophrenia and paranoia.
Sex would be the only thing to stop me from committing sui, it's a shame I'll never get it.
My life is already pretty shit, I don't want to make it worse by seeing demonic faces and hearing voices in my head 24/7.Nothing wrong with a bit of Schizophrenia then and then. Being delusional and living in another world can be a fantastic cope when everything else has gone to the shitter m8
My life is already pretty shit, I don't want to make it worse by seeing demonic faces and hearing voices in my head 24/7.
Wow man, I definitely couldn't deal with that, I would want to kill myself even more.I see Demons all the time when i close my eyes and they want me to join them when i decide to kill myself. I can't post more details about this kind of stuff because it's kinda personal, but you can handle it pretty well if you chose to co operate with your mind. But you are right. Not all can handle things the way i do. "Madness" is not for everyone.
Wow man, I definitely couldn't deal with that, I would want to kill myself even more.
That's one good thing about it I guess. Also I noticed your profile picture is Randy Stair, he's a pretty interesting shooter and I think it's amazing of how much information about himself that he left behind for us.I can deal with it pretty good. I don't feel lonely anymore thanks to their company. They don't bother me at all.
I have not.have you tried l-theanine?
Yeah. I've had similar issues, though I don't take drugs.I see Demons all the time when i close my eyes and they want me to join them when i decide to kill myself.
That's one good thing about it I guess. Also I noticed your profile picture is Randy Stair, he's a pretty interesting shooter and I think it's amazing of how much information about himself that he left behind for us.
I don't think he had autism, he shows no traits of having it and if he did then he was extremely high functioning as he was never diagnosed. I also think his delusions started in 2013 as he said in several of his videos that he was affected by the death of several friends and family members and had been in 2 car crashes which had I think caused him to have severe brain damage. He was also huge fanboy of the Columbine Massacre, particularly Eric Harris.Yeah, despite he only killed 3 i find him the most interesting of all mass shooters because of all the information he left behind. His world and his mind is quite fascinating compared to many other murderers. People still today have a hard time figuring out how something like this could happen like it did with Randy Stair. His motive behind the murder-suicide is like something taken out straight from a horror movie or a dark comedy. It's unreal that something like this could actually happen in real life. Feels like what we consider to be fiction is becoming reality in this fucked up world we live in. And Randy Stair confirmed it. Plus he was an autistic depressed virgin living with his parents and hated the human race and fantasized about killing people 24/7. Not to mention he was looking forward to spend his eternity with his interdimensional girlfriend in the afterlife. He's truly a one of his kind in this planet
r/nihilismYeah, despite he only killed 3 i find him the most interesting of all mass shooters because of all the information he left behind. His world and his mind is quite fascinating compared to many other murderers. People still today have a hard time figuring out how something like this could happen like it did with Randy Stair. His motive behind the murder-suicide is like something taken out straight from a horror movie or a dark comedy. It's unreal that something like this could actually happen in real life. Feels like what we consider to be fiction is becoming reality in this fucked up world we live in. And Randy Stair confirmed it. Plus he was an autistic depressed virgin living with his parents and hated the human race and fantasized about killing people 24/7. Not to mention he was looking forward to spend his eternity with his interdimensional girlfriend in the afterlife. He's truly a one of his kind in this planet
I don't think he had autism, he shows no traits of having it and if he did then he was extremely high functioning as he was never diagnosed. I also think his delusions started in 2013 as he said in several of his videos that he was affected by the death of several friends and family members and had been in 2 car crashes which had I think caused him to have severe brain damage. He was also huge fanboy of the Columbine Massacre, particularly Eric Harris.
He was also huge fanboy of the Columbine Massacre, particularly Eric Harris.