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It was fucking brutal, to say the least.
and it played out like this:
>Left to take a walk at midnight, thoroughly expecting to see few people to absolutely none at all.
>Walk for a few minutes while enjoying music without seeing anyone.
>Reach the town's lakefront, genuinely not expecting to see any couples at all.
>Walk on the path around the lake.
>See couples on benches everywhere (middle schoolers included
) enjoying the night while looking at the lake with each other.
>See this and begin to walk back toward my house.
>Begin to see my Chadlite friend holding hands with a borderline Stacy in the distance.
>Just fucking great.
>As we begin to close the distance between each other, my friend and I both glance at each other momentarily.
>My friend then immediately drops eye contact and pretends he didn't notice me.
>Walk away.
>Sit on the closest bench.
>Bury my face in one hand and begin to contemplate my sad existence while still listening to my music.
>Some time passes.
>See what appears to be a couple walking towards me in my peripheral vision.
>Look up.
>It's my old "friend" and his Stacy girlfriend once again.
>I'm surprised and foolishly think that he came to say hi or some shit.
>Nope.
>Said "friend" just completely Ignores me yet again and goes on his merry way.
>Repeat the five or six sentences above to see what happens next.
Now, this is pretty standard for me tbh.
I rarely get greeted by any of my old high school friends in public ever, especially if they are with their girlfriends/friends.
But in this particular instance, my "friend" passed my lonely ass 3 fucking times on a path at midnight and pretended that I didn't even exist.
And it's not like we were just acquaintances or anything, no.
We were good friends in high school (debatable now) and shared plenty of good times together, imo.
Not only that, but he definitely fucking knows just how bad I had it in high school and how much of a lonely incel I was/still am.
And he couldn't even be bothered to just say, "Hey."
Literally, just a simple fucking greeting that would've taken a nanosecond.
And he was always the first to greet me in school and shit anyway, jfl.
It almost seems like he was only friendly to me in school because he got told "to be friends with that one weird kid in class ((just in case))."
It's sad but probably true, just like everything else in my life.
This whole experience just irritated me and is something I just had to share with someone other than myself.
Plus, I haven't made a thread in inceldom discussion yet and thought that this would be a half-decent one, ig.
Anyways, thanks for coming to my TedTalk and have a good rest of your day.
TL;DR?
It's truly brutal to realize that an old friend would rather spend a nanosecond with their Stacy gf, then to take a mere second to greet their old incel friend.
and it played out like this:
>Left to take a walk at midnight, thoroughly expecting to see few people to absolutely none at all.
>Walk for a few minutes while enjoying music without seeing anyone.
>Reach the town's lakefront, genuinely not expecting to see any couples at all.
>Walk on the path around the lake.
>See couples on benches everywhere (middle schoolers included
) enjoying the night while looking at the lake with each other.>See this and begin to walk back toward my house.
>Begin to see my Chadlite friend holding hands with a borderline Stacy in the distance.
>Just fucking great.
>As we begin to close the distance between each other, my friend and I both glance at each other momentarily.
>My friend then immediately drops eye contact and pretends he didn't notice me.
>Walk away.
>Sit on the closest bench.
>Bury my face in one hand and begin to contemplate my sad existence while still listening to my music.
>Some time passes.
>See what appears to be a couple walking towards me in my peripheral vision.
>Look up.
>It's my old "friend" and his Stacy girlfriend once again.
>I'm surprised and foolishly think that he came to say hi or some shit.
>Nope.
>Said "friend" just completely Ignores me yet again and goes on his merry way.
>Repeat the five or six sentences above to see what happens next.
Now, this is pretty standard for me tbh.
I rarely get greeted by any of my old high school friends in public ever, especially if they are with their girlfriends/friends.
But in this particular instance, my "friend" passed my lonely ass 3 fucking times on a path at midnight and pretended that I didn't even exist.
And it's not like we were just acquaintances or anything, no.
We were good friends in high school (debatable now) and shared plenty of good times together, imo.
Not only that, but he definitely fucking knows just how bad I had it in high school and how much of a lonely incel I was/still am.
And he couldn't even be bothered to just say, "Hey."
Literally, just a simple fucking greeting that would've taken a nanosecond.
And he was always the first to greet me in school and shit anyway, jfl.
It almost seems like he was only friendly to me in school because he got told "to be friends with that one weird kid in class ((just in case))."
It's sad but probably true, just like everything else in my life.
This whole experience just irritated me and is something I just had to share with someone other than myself.
Plus, I haven't made a thread in inceldom discussion yet and thought that this would be a half-decent one, ig.
Anyways, thanks for coming to my TedTalk and have a good rest of your day.
TL;DR?
It's truly brutal to realize that an old friend would rather spend a nanosecond with their Stacy gf, then to take a mere second to greet their old incel friend.
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