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Passing by her street I saw it. They were all love dovey with each other, the tall mofo was even resting his head on her lap while she caresses his hair.
All of sudden this big mix of emotions and memories hit my heart, with a big slap of reality. Yeah, it is over for me.
I was coping but that's the truth, if you didn't have that kind of experience in your youth you won't get it know, they're both young people enjoying each other, doing nothing at night, no worries, only pleasure.
I am just a pathetic old loser trying to cope with the fact that I missed this train a long time ago. I am adult now, I no longer can have that. What is more pathetic than an old loser trying hopelessly to revive his youth? It's like the personification of sadness begging a smile. How sad it is that?
How foolish of me, thinking I could change things at this point, I feel so silly...
All of sudden this big mix of emotions and memories hit my heart, with a big slap of reality. Yeah, it is over for me.
I was coping but that's the truth, if you didn't have that kind of experience in your youth you won't get it know, they're both young people enjoying each other, doing nothing at night, no worries, only pleasure.
I am just a pathetic old loser trying to cope with the fact that I missed this train a long time ago. I am adult now, I no longer can have that. What is more pathetic than an old loser trying hopelessly to revive his youth? It's like the personification of sadness begging a smile. How sad it is that?
How foolish of me, thinking I could change things at this point, I feel so silly...