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It was nighttime already. Which is bad but not the atomic suifuel I was about to experience.
I just woke up because I couldn't sleep last night, so slept through the day. I also took a long time to brush my teeth and wash my face after waking up, because things like that are harder when you're depressed. So, to me, the day was starting out
It depresses me when that happens and it's already night when I go out. Sunlight makes me less depressed. But whatever.
I head to the pharmacy and what do I see on my way there? A bunch of normie kids
Mind you, this is a good neighborhood. You rarely see brown or black people here, and if you do, they behave like the ones in Netflix. I am about to move to a "diverse" one for the rent price, but right now I'm here.
These are middle class kids. Their parents own their homes here. They were very well dressed and the girls had perfect hair. They were all so popular, confident and happy. Just spending time outside with their friends, eating together at restaurants in the area, having fun, and about to go to some party or idk.
They were the opposite of what I was at their age.
They were well dressed, I could never dress well.
They were popular, confident and happy. I was unpopular and weird, insecure and mentally broken, and going through hell.
They spend time with their friends, I stayed home and found out later that other kids hanged out together after school
They had fun, even when I rarely went out with other kids, I was shy and awkward and was hoping to get back home to vidya.
@Cincel
@daydreamER
@Tranquil Fury
@VideoGameCoper
@JustanotherKanga
I just woke up because I couldn't sleep last night, so slept through the day. I also took a long time to brush my teeth and wash my face after waking up, because things like that are harder when you're depressed. So, to me, the day was starting out
It depresses me when that happens and it's already night when I go out. Sunlight makes me less depressed. But whatever.
I head to the pharmacy and what do I see on my way there? A bunch of normie kids
Mind you, this is a good neighborhood. You rarely see brown or black people here, and if you do, they behave like the ones in Netflix. I am about to move to a "diverse"
one for the rent price, but right now I'm here.These are middle class kids. Their parents own their homes here. They were very well dressed and the girls had perfect hair. They were all so popular, confident and happy. Just spending time outside with their friends, eating together at restaurants in the area, having fun, and about to go to some party or idk.
They were the opposite of what I was at their age.
They were well dressed, I could never dress well.
They were popular, confident and happy. I was unpopular and weird, insecure and mentally broken, and going through hell.
They spend time with their friends, I stayed home and found out later that other kids hanged out together after school
They had fun, even when I rarely went out with other kids, I was shy and awkward and was hoping to get back home to vidya.
@Cincel
@daydreamER
@Tranquil Fury
@VideoGameCoper
@JustanotherKanga
