Went onto the garage (100 yard walk) for chocolate. Only went out because it was still dark. Due to that, didn't realise it was so late (7:15am, rush hour). Consequently, had to walk about a quarter mile because too socially anxious to cross the road when there's traffic, so had to keep walking until it was clear. Fuck man, even in the dark there were so many attractive femoids around. It made me both madly excited and desperately sad. I don't know you guys live in the world. It must be torture. It made me want to experience sex by any means (not rape, IncelQueers, impractical). Thinking about producing my own porn of sorts. Until then, back to LDAR in my room.
