slapthatsillywilly
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I had a very bad experience today. I went to a thERapist because I was telling my parents how depressed I am and they told me to go. So I found this therapy website in my city and I called and made an appointment. They didn't tell me the name of the person. Just told me come in.
Went in there and the foid thERapist didn't seem married because she had lots of rings so I thought oh she's probably just wearing them for fun.
So I opened up about how bad I feel about myself being in my 30s with no relationships ever. She said some bullshit like confidence should come from within but that she would try to help with my depression. I thought I could trust her because I assumed she was single so wouldn't judge me.
Well I went home and looked her up on facebook to make sure she wasn't married. She is married and has 2 kids despite being 10 years younger than me! She is chad only, her husband looks conventionally attractive, they both make me want to vomit! She clearly was laughing at me and will go home and laugh at me with her friends and husband. I will just tell my parents I'm in therapy to get them off my back but I do not trust therapists. I always have to stop going because they cannot keep their relationship status private and it's very triggering.
A male would be better but it's hard to find guy therapists.
Can anyone here relate to confiding in someone about being an inkwell and that person laughed at you?
Went in there and the foid thERapist didn't seem married because she had lots of rings so I thought oh she's probably just wearing them for fun.
So I opened up about how bad I feel about myself being in my 30s with no relationships ever. She said some bullshit like confidence should come from within but that she would try to help with my depression. I thought I could trust her because I assumed she was single so wouldn't judge me.
Well I went home and looked her up on facebook to make sure she wasn't married. She is married and has 2 kids despite being 10 years younger than me! She is chad only, her husband looks conventionally attractive, they both make me want to vomit! She clearly was laughing at me and will go home and laugh at me with her friends and husband. I will just tell my parents I'm in therapy to get them off my back but I do not trust therapists. I always have to stop going because they cannot keep their relationship status private and it's very triggering.
A male would be better but it's hard to find guy therapists.
Can anyone here relate to confiding in someone about being an inkwell and that person laughed at you?