I want to tell you all a story of the first and only time I approached a foid.
Year: March 2007. Location: Evansville, IN. Age 23. Back then I was starting to make a little more money, and as a result I was starting to become a little more stable mentally. Community College was brutal. There were no parties. However, I was over 21 so I was old enough to go into bars.
The Friday night before, my stepfather berated me for being a fucking pussy and not being "successful" with foids like he was with my mom (like that's a good standard jfl). He's been verbally and mentally abusing me since I was a kid, and that night, I wanted to prove him wrong. So I decided to go to a bar alone.
I went to a place called Woody's (it's no longer there anymore as the bar caught fire a couple years later). It was one of the most packed places in all of Evansville, and was always full of people. I thought I could pull there, because more foids = more chances. I went in, got a beer, and, with all of my strength, went up to talk to a blonde Becky in the 4-5/10 range who was with her friend. Her height was around 5'2 or 5'1, so I was taller than her. Any way you put it, I was punching above my weight, as this girl wasn't getting too much attention from all the 6' Chads and sub 6' normies that were around watching some stupid college basketball game.
I approached her, said "excuse me", and I knew everything was downhill from there. She and her friend took one look at me and I saw a face that could not show any more disgust. But I kept pushing. I had to maintain my frame. I said "hi, my name is..." but I was interrupted with "ew, oh my god, okay, please leave us alone! We're talking privately here!" loudly enough that everyone within 5 feet around us heard, though did nothing.
My mental and physical frame collapsed. I was so angry and hurt I could barely function. I needed some air. I left my beer by the Becky's and went breathed the cold air. I started to feel a little better and I decided to go back inside. As I turned to walk back in, I saw the two Becky's by the window in the corner of my eye...and saw two normies approach them approach them, and they turned and SMILED at them, WELCOMED them, with open arms. I was so filled with rage that I had to sprint as fast as I could, running to nowhere, just away, like how my entire life and existence has been.
That's when I knew. That's when I knew I was too ugly for this world, and I had absolutely nothing materialistic or philosophical to offer. I knew that I was doomed to be forever alone. I knew no matter how much "confidence", "courtesy", "chivalry", or what bullshit term I had, it wasn't enough as my face was too hideous for any foid to look at.
A month later, CSH shot up VT. That officially ended everything for me. Every foid glanced at me with glaring suspicion, and all the normies and Chads in every room I was in were cold and friendless to me after that. I never had friends to begin with. That sealed the deal that I would never have friends in the future. I haven't gone to another bar in 13 years.
And you know what? I don't blame them. I don't blame the west for fearing us. We rice all look similar, and we all act similar too. Harvard says they discriminate against rice in their college applications, but if you're a highly prestigious private college, why would you want half of your student body to all have similar characteristics and physical traits? You want every rice in your college to have straight A's, play a gay classical instrument and only be able to play music no one has cared about in 200 years, or you want rice that's been beaten down and still had it despite their circumstances? All rice are the same, and I don't blame Harvard for doing what they did. We rice deserve to have a cap in all areas of life, or we would spread, like a fucking virus (JFL).
Rice were born to be mogged. We were born so whites, blacks, and hispanics know that things could be worse if they were rice. We were born to serve this purpose of indentured incelitude. Even the 6' Chang's are barely normie status over here in the USA.
