Blackpill Just ascend with a landwhale bro

[femcelbreedingnig]

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Extreme Feelings of Lust and Need for Validation

I really don't even know how to start this. YES I SEE A THERAPIST, PYSCHIATRIST, AND AM ON MEDS FYI.

I had gastric bypass in February of this year. I have lost almost 90 lbs in 4 months. I went from 280lbs to 193lbs. This is extremely vulnerable post with no filter. I KNOW these feelings are wrong. I DO NOT UNDERSTAND THEM.

For some reason this has caused me to seek male validation. I am married so this has caused issues in my relationship. I've been talking to men online but then fessed up to my husband after I did it. I am 25 years old and I met my husband when I was 20 years old and very overweight. I do not feel as attracted to my husband anymore. I don't understand these feelings or where they come from. It's like I replaced the need to eat with sexual desires. I have an EXTREME need to want to be "fuckable" to men now and my looks is all I think about. I do not give my husband much attention, I do not care he thinks I'm pretty or hot or whatever. I want men, especially attractive men, to want to sleep with me. I want to cheat, however I still am very insecure about my body and the way I look so I won't. Part of me feels like in a way I can do better now than my husband and I know that's so fucked but it's a tiny voice in my head.

Even when I go out, all I'm thinking about is if the man I just passed thinks I'm hot or something. All I can think about is sleeping with other man. No I haven't done it. I NEVER FELT THIS WAY BEFORE IN MY LIFE. Sex wasn't even important to me not even in my marriage. Now it's all I can think about. But I don't wanna fuck my husband, I want other men....I am so fucked up in the head. I'm obsessed with wanting to be hot and desired by men it's like I'm in my own version of hell.

Water is wet post, but yeah. Never ascend with a landwhale for this reason.

They’re literally all like this

 

[TooSomething]

She should have died while getting that surgery.

 

[femcelbreedingnig]

She should have died while getting that surgery.

Fuck this hypersexual society.

I need muh sex. I need it!!!!

She says, while acting as if she isn’t totally a drug addict in mindset.
This is how all foids operate in the west.

It’s just that if their egos become overly inflated and/or they’re a stacy, they still have the same desire, but just hold off for gigachad

 

[theanty]

This is already a pinned post bro

 

[femcelbreedingnig]

This is already a pinned post bro

Of course it is .
Right when I went looking for newest posts and didn’t see any