I'd been feeling better recently and a few weeks ago I noticed a girl in one of my classes looking at me. It was only a few times and at first I thought she was looking at someone else but I'm 100% sure she was looking exactly at me because when I met her eyes she would look away.
Now here's where my bluepilled delusions come in. I actually thought she was interested in me in spite of her being much more attractive than I am, and that thought, coupled with my improving self esteem over the past month, I built up the courage and made an approach. I tried my best to be nice, kind of spazzed out a bit, but she actually gave me her snapchat.
This is the first time I've ever succeeded in getting a girls snapchat/number in my life. I'm feeling really great now, but then just earlier today she sends out on her snapchat a picture of her with another guy JFL
Now to be fair they weren't in bed, but they looked happy and smiling and the guy is white and looksmogs me. I'm coping by telling myself they're just friends but you guys know how it is.
Don't know why she would've been looking at me and even give me her contact if she was just gonna do this. I would under normal circumstances never approach someone who is more attractive than me or even my looksmatch, only someone who is below my looksmatch, but her taking glances at me led my inner bluepilled urges to take over. I'm guessing coupled with this picture and the fact that she isn't talking to me is a message telling me to not talk to her again and that she was too embarrassed to reject me outright in person.
My first time getting a girls contact info and this happens to me. It's gonna be a long time before I approach someone again..
Just gonna try going to the gym to help relax my nervs out then I'm just gonna LDAR. It's over for subhuman currycels
Now here's where my bluepilled delusions come in. I actually thought she was interested in me in spite of her being much more attractive than I am, and that thought, coupled with my improving self esteem over the past month, I built up the courage and made an approach. I tried my best to be nice, kind of spazzed out a bit, but she actually gave me her snapchat.
This is the first time I've ever succeeded in getting a girls snapchat/number in my life. I'm feeling really great now, but then just earlier today she sends out on her snapchat a picture of her with another guy JFL
Now to be fair they weren't in bed, but they looked happy and smiling and the guy is white and looksmogs me. I'm coping by telling myself they're just friends but you guys know how it is.Don't know why she would've been looking at me and even give me her contact if she was just gonna do this. I would under normal circumstances never approach someone who is more attractive than me or even my looksmatch, only someone who is below my looksmatch, but her taking glances at me led my inner bluepilled urges to take over. I'm guessing coupled with this picture and the fact that she isn't talking to me is a message telling me to not talk to her again and that she was too embarrassed to reject me outright in person.
My first time getting a girls contact info and this happens to me. It's gonna be a long time before I approach someone again..
Just gonna try going to the gym to help relax my nervs out then I'm just gonna LDAR. It's over for subhuman currycels
