yeah I'm just a bit worried that what you're doing isn't the healthiest way of managing it. have you tried melatonin for sleep and shit?
Yeah i tried it in the past and it was good ngl, but jewpills are more effective
The main jewpill that is helping me though is the SSRI, it basically vanished the compulsively worrying thoughts I had, and also, I had a problem where if something made me nervous I'd be nervous for like months because of it, it was really weird. All consequences of growing up in a hostile environment. And that's also a lot better now.
The benzo is kinda nice because it helps me fall asleep faster, and also when I really want to calm down fast after some serious SuiFuel or RageFuel, or just something that scares me about work or whatever, I take 2-3 of it and in like half an hour I'm pretty sedated lol. Though obviously this is an unofficial way to use it and I rarely do so.
That stuff is only taking away your natural serotonin and making you more depressed.
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no its helping brocel i swear
i know it sucks that i have to take this. in a fair world i would have a girlfriend, a good family, friends... instead. but in the current circumstances its the only way for me, such as it is
my plan is to be able to sleep better, be more relaxed, nutritionmaxx... for a few months and see if that reflects on my face. it sure will make a big difference, because right now i look haggard as fuck due to such issues. this will be my looksmaxxing baseline. and then from there i will get a couple lookmaxxing procedures (such as fillers, not really surgery) and skinmaxx, and try to put myself out there to see if I can ascend that way
And to think that a becky GF who loves and appreciates me, literally just that, (JFL at femcels who think we care about stacies that much), would solve all my problems, since the root of it all is how miserably lonely I am and have always been. But that's too much to ask I guess.
