My Coworkers boobs put me in a trance today
I won’t say anything about my job in detail because I don’t want to leave any bread crumbs that might get me doxxed. but we wear something that covers our chest, so it’s rare to see anyone walking around with just their work shirt. But anyway today my foid coworker who I kinda have a crush on...
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Long story short, while doing No Fap I found out that my foid coworker who is basically my looksmatch has big boobs. For our work uniform we are required to wear something that is covering our chest, but she came in without it and she was moving stuff around and her breast where moving up and down opon the slightest movement. Felt very sexually frustrated afterwards
Anyway fast forward yesterday and it’s almost a full two weeks later and I am wage slaving away. I know that it’s around time for her to show up and enter into the front and yeah I was waiting to get a glimpse of her just wearing her work shirt so that I could see her large chest. I guess am just a pervert
Then I see her, she’s wearing one of those fucking cartoonishly slutty bright white tank top that has her bright white pale cleavage on display, I instantly felt this burning sensation. I say that because that’s how it felt, but It wasn’t a painful burning it was actually the complete opposite of painful. It felt like it originated form my balls and heart and then it swept my entire body, I felt naked or like I was made of air, Was I feeling pure bliss? Like i haven’t felt anything like it in such a long time, the best way to describe it would be like imagining the first time you jerked off or something.
Honestly this was probably only really good feelings I’ve felt in the last ten years, never I had felt was ever really this intense. The most intense or enjoyable moments I’ve felt in the last few years were minor in comparison. Like take for example i was playing a intense video game, I remember playing doom 3 on nightmare mode and having super fun and my heart was racing and I managed to forget about life for a good hour or two but that was it basically it. or when I complete something that had to do with my hobby. I feel joy and then saddened because that’s it I’ve accomplished my short term goal.
But this feeling was so much different, like the intensity felt as if I was a fighter pilot shooting down my first hostile jet or something that intense. I guess it was because I never actually saw what her breasts really looked like because she was always covering them with her work shirt and then she comes with about 60% of them exposed. Not to mention I’ve constantly been fantasizing about her, then boom I see her tits for a few seconds. Not to mention she never seemed like the foid to flaunt her tits around
Anyway I guess she went into the bathroom and changed into her actual uniform and that was it. But I literally only saw her wearing that top for a good 5 seconds and it left me feeling high for the rest of the day.
Went home feeling even more frustrated and I couldn’t sleep last night because of how horny I was. Woke up this morning rock hard, like it wouldn’t go away for a good amount of time. Then just a few hours ago I lost all my energy and just decided to jerk off on the floor of my room in the middle of the day, for once jerking off actually felt good and then I came in my pants after 10 seconds and then to my own shock I didn’t get post nut clarity shame. Eventually after showering it started to show and now am feeling super depressed at the moment. Walked around my local area all depressed and have returned home to write this out
Sorry for this degenerate lust posting, I don’t mean to have these urges it just happens. I just wish it wasn’t like this anymore. I hate feeling this vapid honestly and I just feel dead inside.
This has been going on for years and years now with no end in sight
