I've hit my lowest boys. It's over.

[never began]

Its 3:48 AM, its pitch black outside.


I have no energy to pursue my hobbies, no will to play videogame, and yet too awake to simply fall asleep.

I haven't left my house in days, I haven't talked with anyone outside of family in weeks, the acne in my face keeps getting worse while i clean my face and apply oilments. The eyebags in my eyes get worse and worse from lack of sleep. I can't even muster too much energy to even watch porn or something.

There is nothing but silence, and my own thoughts. The only sound to keep me company is my own breathing and the clanking sounds of my old keyboard while i type 'r/unlovablecirclejerk'

This is it. It's over. It never began.

 

[just lonely]

 

[glowIntheDark]

brutal noreplypill

 

[VλREN]

Its 3:48 AM, its pitch black outside.


I have no energy to pursue my hobbies, no will to play videogame, and yet too awake to simply fall asleep.

I haven't left my house in days, I haven't talked with anyone outside of family in weeks, the acne in my face keeps getting worse while i clean my face and apply oilments. The eyebags in my eyes get worse and worse from lack of sleep. I can't even muster too much energy to even watch porn or something.

There is nothing but silence, and my own thoughts. The only sound to keep me company is my own breathing and the clanking sounds of my old keyboard while i type 'r/unlovablecirclejerk'

This is it. It's over. It never began.

OPs theme song right now

View: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=vz3KlzgEFm8

 

[i_want_emo_gf]

never began boyo

 

[psyop]

View: https://youtu.be/i77S8l-7-3Y?si=Aiw6Uptd7KYDDmnn

 

[B33troot]

Its 3:48 AM, its pitch black outside.


I have no energy to pursue my hobbies, no will to play videogame, and yet too awake to simply fall asleep.

I haven't left my house in days, I haven't talked with anyone outside of family in weeks, the acne in my face keeps getting worse while i clean my face and apply oilments. The eyebags in my eyes get worse and worse from lack of sleep. I can't even muster too much energy to even watch porn or something.

There is nothing but silence, and my own thoughts. The only sound to keep me company is my own breathing and the clanking sounds of my old keyboard while i type 'r/unlovablecirclejerk'

This is it. It's over. It never began.

Unsolicited advice below. Take it or leave it:

Start by doing small chores around your house. Clean your room. Take out the garbage. Do the dishes.

It will break the feedback loop of negativity in your mind.

Then design a routine for yourself. Make a timetable of things to do in the morning, noon, evening and night. And stick to it.

Doing so will keep your brain active and your day organized.

It won't cure you but at least you'll be able to function on a daily basis and add some meaning and purpose to your life.

Good luck.

 

[adharmi]

haven't left my house in days, I haven't talked with anyone outside of family in weeks, the acne in my face keeps getting worse while i clean my face and apply oilments. The eyebags in my eyes get worse and worse from lack of sleep. I can't even muster too much energy to even watch porn or something.

Can relate

 

[StefiBeaLipton]

You'll feel regularly in the morning.

 

[BlackCel_from_ZA]

Unsolicited advice below. Take it or leave it:

Start by doing small chores around your house. Clean your room. Take out the garbage. Do the dishes.

It will break the feedback loop of negativity in your mind.

Then design a routine for yourself. Make a timetable of things to do in the morning, noon, evening and night. And stick to it.

Doing so will keep your brain active and your day organized.

It won't cure you but at least you'll be able to function on a daily basis and add some meaning and purpose to your life.

Good luck.

Okay Mr Peterson

 

[CrackingYs]

Clean your room.

 

[Celasius]

Unsolicited advice below. Take it or leave it:

Start by doing small chores around your house. Clean your room. Take out the garbage. Do the dishes.

It will break the feedback loop of negativity in your mind.

Then design a routine for yourself. Make a timetable of things to do in the morning, noon, evening and night. And stick to it.

Doing so will keep your brain active and your day organized.

It won't cure you but at least you'll be able to function on a daily basis and add some meaning and purpose to your life.

Good luck.

Although slightly cookie-cutter, these aren’t entirely bad advices, but why do you people with these always immediately assume that the lonely person in need of help and companionship isn’t already doing all of those?

 

[prajeet88]

Two questions for OP:

1. How old
2. How tall

 

[B33troot]

Although slightly cookie-cutter, these aren’t entirely bad advices, but why do you people with these always immediately assume that the lonely person in need of help and companionship isn’t already doing all of those?

My advice was directed at OP specifically.

While it's possible that he's already sticking to a routine, his original post suggests otherwise. I only say that because he said he's feeling low on energy.

I suspect it's because he isn't giving his brain work to do. But I could be entirely wrong though and his situation could be the result of something else.

 

[Celasius]

My advice was directed at OP specifically.

While it's possible that he's already sticking to a routine, his original post suggests otherwise. I only say that because he said he's feeling low on energy.

I suspect it's because he isn't giving his brain work to do. But I could be entirely wrong though and his situation could be the result of something else.

Fair enough. I just get “it’s all your fault, you’re just lazy” condescending leftist Redditor vibes from that sort of immediate attitude. Meanwhile, if OP were a woman, this thread’s comments would’ve been filled with sympathy. Some might’ve even reached out to them and offered help and financial support lmao.

 

[B33troot]

Fair enough. I just get “it’s all your fault, you’re just lazy” condescending leftist Redditor vibes from that sort of immediate attitude.

I understand my post may have come across as condescending but that wasn't my intention at all.

I was replying to him as someone who's been through the "no energy to do anything" phase for several years. So I know what it feels like, which is why I gave him advice that's worked for me.

 

[Friezacel]

This is just the beginning. When you think things cant get worse you will be surprised in the future...