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Stupid Clown
Everything burns
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I started masturbating before I even hit 10 and became addicted to it. Even without porn. At 12 I took a one year break out of religious fears. Come age 13 I'm back at it again. Yet a tragedy would occur then within the first week. A large chunk of my orgasm (the most pleasurable part) disappeared. I would still come but there wouldn't be that amazing flow of pleasure that built up right before it happened. Instead I'd feel the itching and then immediately I'd come with no pleasure at all in-between. Since then I've tried different things to bring back my full orgasms. I've tried going on long breaks from masturbation, I've tried changing my diet, I've tried everything but to no success.
It's actually brutal. Sometimes I forget what a full orgasm even felt like. I use masturbation to numb my chronic pain so I can sleep more than anything else.
It's actually brutal. Sometimes I forget what a full orgasm even felt like. I use masturbation to numb my chronic pain so I can sleep more than anything else.