visage
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its painfully clear now that my fate was sealed since a long time ago....you guys would not believe it. but i had a dream as a kid that i was working in the current job im in. except in my dream i was dressed as peter pan while doing it and did not realize i was working. it legit blew my mind when i remembered this dream i had.
i will tell you another sequence of dreams i had growing up that is actually extremely scary considering my current situation. every dream i had where i was about to fuck a girl i either would not or could not fuck her despite being fully able to. and i had many of them.. as a teen and early tween what happened???? i had many many opportunities where i could have fucked the shit out of girls and never did which haunts me till this very day. and i know it will eat away at me till the day i die no matter what happens.
every fucking day i am being poisoned by regret. this is why i still approach females. regret is the worst feeling in the world after guilt.
i hope the pain in this post comes across and pierce your brains and kills you all
i will tell you another sequence of dreams i had growing up that is actually extremely scary considering my current situation. every dream i had where i was about to fuck a girl i either would not or could not fuck her despite being fully able to. and i had many of them.. as a teen and early tween what happened???? i had many many opportunities where i could have fucked the shit out of girls and never did which haunts me till this very day. and i know it will eat away at me till the day i die no matter what happens.
every fucking day i am being poisoned by regret. this is why i still approach females. regret is the worst feeling in the world after guilt.
i hope the pain in this post comes across and pierce your brains and kills you all