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I've wasted my schooling years, bad grades and trouble. I could and did get perfect grades when I was younger when I wanted to, but I was a stubborn ungrateful retarded fuck, I look back at the quality education that was afforded to me and I simply rejected. Now in highschool I flunked math and science and I wanted to fucking kill myself, I couldn't understand anything that was on the exam. I've been put on a program for retards I have to retake shit and my graduation is delayed and I've limited my options for university.
I'm 18 and literally living in my parent's basement, I have no job, no drivers' licence, nothing. I just go to school, lift, play vidya and sleep. I'm so behind in life, I'm just a simple below average male.
Even if I had the looks to ascend, I am a loser. I could never get a decent, moral, smart, successful girl/soulmate.
People say I'm smart but just gotta put on the work, well teachers tell that to everyone anyways, I know am not smart and I feel I get dumber by the day. I don't read, I don't learn anything day to day.
There are so many resources out there, and I always tell myself I'm going to stop wasting my time and apply myself to learn stuff, anything, but I end up just fucking cooming and playing vidya.
I'm 18 and literally living in my parent's basement, I have no job, no drivers' licence, nothing. I just go to school, lift, play vidya and sleep. I'm so behind in life, I'm just a simple below average male.
Even if I had the looks to ascend, I am a loser. I could never get a decent, moral, smart, successful girl/soulmate.
People say I'm smart but just gotta put on the work, well teachers tell that to everyone anyways, I know am not smart and I feel I get dumber by the day. I don't read, I don't learn anything day to day.
There are so many resources out there, and I always tell myself I'm going to stop wasting my time and apply myself to learn stuff, anything, but I end up just fucking cooming and playing vidya.