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Nihilisticel
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- Nov 19, 2019
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I’ve finally came to the conclusion that it is indeed over for me. Mainly because of my isolation and lack of social life.
I admit, facially I’m not bad. I have bad acne but once it clears up, I’d be a 6-7.
I’ve gave up though because I realize at this age (20) making friends is impossible. Everyone already has their circle established and want absolutely no new friends. And even if I did make friends, my social skills have absolutely deteriorated.
It’s over for me. I have absolutely no motivation to get out of bed. I’m so bored with my life and I have no purpose. What’s the point of living if you have no enjoyment in your life? No memories to make? Just sitting in your room rotting. Waiting for jobs to call back. Oh and going to class.
So now it’s just a matter of when I’m gonna pull the rope down. It is what it is. Life isn’t fair. So be it.
I admit, facially I’m not bad. I have bad acne but once it clears up, I’d be a 6-7.
I’ve gave up though because I realize at this age (20) making friends is impossible. Everyone already has their circle established and want absolutely no new friends. And even if I did make friends, my social skills have absolutely deteriorated.
It’s over for me. I have absolutely no motivation to get out of bed. I’m so bored with my life and I have no purpose. What’s the point of living if you have no enjoyment in your life? No memories to make? Just sitting in your room rotting. Waiting for jobs to call back. Oh and going to class.
So now it’s just a matter of when I’m gonna pull the rope down. It is what it is. Life isn’t fair. So be it.
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