
VλREN
You have to live what's only real
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- Oct 17, 2022
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i literally don’t want sex (I guess not anymore but I do occasionally get thoose animalistic urges)
I just want love man, I just want to be normal, I just want to be NT, I just want to be decent looking.
I now it’s the end of the world I got a lot to be grateful for, hell you could even say it’s not even close to the pain some people feel every day. there’s people literally starving and dying in prison camps, people that literally get brain damaged because they look at some thugmaxxed degenerate the wrong way, people that are missing limbs, people who had everything but their lives were shattered in a instant because a outside force dictated against them and those that were literally born nothing but hell
I know it’s not the worst thing and I don’t want to sound like a weak bitch, but the pain fucking hurts man. Like it feels acidic and I feel it literally doing damage to my organs. There’s times were I can’t sleep because of how bad it is.
It feels like am just distracting myself 24/7, that’s why I can’t play video games because I feel like am waisting my time and youth for nothing but a cheap escape. Even my own hobby that keeps me sane just doesn't feel the same. Weigh lifting helps a little bit but even then it also feels pointless.
Am 22, now what?
I guess I’ll forge my own vague path
I just want love man, I just want to be normal, I just want to be NT, I just want to be decent looking.
I now it’s the end of the world I got a lot to be grateful for, hell you could even say it’s not even close to the pain some people feel every day. there’s people literally starving and dying in prison camps, people that literally get brain damaged because they look at some thugmaxxed degenerate the wrong way, people that are missing limbs, people who had everything but their lives were shattered in a instant because a outside force dictated against them and those that were literally born nothing but hell
I know it’s not the worst thing and I don’t want to sound like a weak bitch, but the pain fucking hurts man. Like it feels acidic and I feel it literally doing damage to my organs. There’s times were I can’t sleep because of how bad it is.
It feels like am just distracting myself 24/7, that’s why I can’t play video games because I feel like am waisting my time and youth for nothing but a cheap escape. Even my own hobby that keeps me sane just doesn't feel the same. Weigh lifting helps a little bit but even then it also feels pointless.
Am 22, now what?
I guess I’ll forge my own vague path