Yet im still a virgin. 
(Haven't tried it)
I can safely say that it removed all the sexual aggression from me though. It feels good that you can have options for the price you pay. I used to be much more obsessed with gf shit. Now i just think about how im ___ dollars away from losing my virginity.
And if you start talking about how its never gonna fell like a relationship, i have to disagree with you. People make things sound too "magical" (love etc. stuff like that, i'm calling that magical-made up-) People just get hyped till they have their weekly/daily/monthly sexual intercourse and that hyped state probably makes everything go nice. (You feel good when you watch a movie with your gf because you are gonna have sexual intercourse with her etc. Doing the same thing with someone else should feel same if it wasn't about the sex part.) So if we just make a plan, "I will fuck an escort in 2 weeks", it will put you in a hyped state. When you are hyped, everything feels much more satisfying. Basically it will feel like not being an incel. I've been feeling like this for the past year. I have no worries about sexual things anymore, i am just waiting for the pandemic to end so i can be safer.
It destroyed all my problems tbh. Don't get me wrong, i still get slightly bad feelings when i see people close to my age but it goes away in few seconds. And that happens because of physical/looks stuff, not "i will never have a gf". I would feel more confident if i was good looking, i get embarrassed when i think about how other people see me, makes me think that i make them feel disgusted and im high inhib so i feel bad about it.
Thats it tbh, i hope i can try escorts soon.
(Haven't tried it)I can safely say that it removed all the sexual aggression from me though. It feels good that you can have options for the price you pay. I used to be much more obsessed with gf shit. Now i just think about how im ___ dollars away from losing my virginity.
And if you start talking about how its never gonna fell like a relationship, i have to disagree with you. People make things sound too "magical" (love etc. stuff like that, i'm calling that magical-made up-) People just get hyped till they have their weekly/daily/monthly sexual intercourse and that hyped state probably makes everything go nice. (You feel good when you watch a movie with your gf because you are gonna have sexual intercourse with her etc. Doing the same thing with someone else should feel same if it wasn't about the sex part.) So if we just make a plan, "I will fuck an escort in 2 weeks", it will put you in a hyped state. When you are hyped, everything feels much more satisfying. Basically it will feel like not being an incel. I've been feeling like this for the past year. I have no worries about sexual things anymore, i am just waiting for the pandemic to end so i can be safer.
It destroyed all my problems tbh. Don't get me wrong, i still get slightly bad feelings when i see people close to my age but it goes away in few seconds. And that happens because of physical/looks stuff, not "i will never have a gf". I would feel more confident if i was good looking, i get embarrassed when i think about how other people see me, makes me think that i make them feel disgusted and im high inhib so i feel bad about it.
Thats it tbh, i hope i can try escorts soon.
