needsolution
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- Jul 24, 2019
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so first of all thank you everyone for all pms, mentions, threads, i got a lot stuff to read, it means world for me that someone remembers about my general existence and some of you miss me here, i enjoyed and read with smile even mean comments and joke, will try to reply to all pms soon. But yeah why i was gone. @pp183 was very close to truth. Well my father after some dose of alcohol provoked me to fight, i was handling for moment but something broke in me and after short exchange of words i got kicked out of home, all my clothes been kicked, documents, everything. I spent some time outside, then i had to swallow my pride and back to home since im not able to manage with everything alone right now when i cant walk because of metal growing outside of my leg and i cant make more risks to my health since its very weak already, sometimes we have no other choice and we have to handle the worst as a price of better. when i backed i couldnt use anything, internet, pc, my old phone (because i didnt buy it), i have been insulted that i dont deserve to live, im worst piece of shit, gay etc etc so much shit, but im listening it since two-three years so nothing new for me. i was really disconnected from everything and couldnt even cope with pain inside and outside. wanted to rope as well, not first time, but im still fighting and hoping that good days will come to my life, at least im giving myself a chance till 25, if nothing will change then fuck this everything. well i got connection back, i stopped eating, exercising, sleeping and forced them to give me everything back. right now im preparing some roaf because i know i will be out of home once my surgery will be done and no one will help me since i have no one irl. be happy guys that some of you got at least health and good family because without it everything what u see in a front of ur eyes is just dark, nothing else.
i noticed that some users changed colors, so sad for @Eskimocel and @NiBBaCel, free them plz and a lot of threadssss to postmaxx, im taking for job tomorrow. have a good evening, day whatever
i noticed that some users changed colors, so sad for @Eskimocel and @NiBBaCel, free them plz and a lot of threadssss to postmaxx, im taking for job tomorrow. have a good evening, day whatever