You're not tall to stand out, seems women react to you with hostility so chances are you are not attractive, they just use religion as vibe or as a card to get orbiters, reality is they all day on their phones and can get men like you can order takeout food from your phone, they're not loyal.
You come to the thirld world like latin america?, they gonna act so friendly and act so christian, its all a facade, they just want your money, they're brutal, the Internet made em aware of how much they can exploit dumb rich men that actually believe they are pure and wholesome. I know this because I AM from latin america.
Let the truth guide you, religion won't help you, find peace through other means.