All i ever wanted was to be loved by a foid and to love her back. But i was denied at every step
I was never attractive enough, never enough socially competent enough i never had anything these foids wanted
I kept trying for years hoping for something to happen to me but in the end it was nothing
I am doomed to rot away in my room, not matter what i do
I apply for jobs everywhere no one wants to hire me, I'm damaged goods
I try to improve my physical but it goes no where because i cannot afford the food i need to change my body for the better
I try to improve my social abilities but no one wants to talk to me
They say love yourself before you try to love others, but i do love myself, atleast i did for years but nothing changed
Even if i overcome everything against all the odds, what is left, Whores who do not know the true meaning of love?
Everything i do fails to no fault of my own, and yet i still keep trying for some reason
In my dreams they used to be about falling in love, now they are about rejection
I experience love through the sidelines, through anime, that is my only reference to it even being real.
Foids want to be loved but can they give out love themselves? I have not seen it.
all i see is an exchange of sex for money and protection, the women of today cheating on men that give them everything
The void of loneilness consumes me everyday, rotting my soul away
And yet they wonder why I'm so mad, so angry, why i hate the very world.
Everyday it gets worse, People coming into my country with no respect for it, no respect for tradition.
even the people being born here are getting worse, They are so unlike me
I'm an outsider of outsiders, I belong nowhere and nowhere belongs to me
Death is the only option and that's not fair, I want to exist i want to live
But they don't let me, They put me here, They make the world more hostile toward me
And they laugh at me, at us our pain and our sorrow they make fun of our anger because they don't care
I hate them, I want them to experience the pain we have been through, maybe they wouldn't be laughing.
A week in our life, they would hanging from the ceiling but they don't live are life it's just so unfair.
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