it's not a matter of if we will kill ourselves but when

[rickvanderhammer]

i play a game where i take 5mg of xanax and have like 5 drinks then put a noose around my neck & just stand there, if i pass out it will tighten & I will be dead in minutes, i haven't found the courage to swallow an entire bottle of pills & just say fuck it, this is more like Russian roulette & it gives me something to look forward to at the end of the week.

 

[PleaseKillMeLoseSkin]

Sometimes I take a boat load of nyquil and down it with vodka and hope I die.

 

[Indari]

damn

 

[Tension]

"It's not a matter of if we will kill ourselves but when."

There's not a single day that goes by without me thinking that to myself. I have never imagined myself dying a natural death, dying of old-age, lying in bed surrounded by family. I have never seen my life ending like that. Fuck, there's no way I could survive another 40+ years of this Hell...

 

[grayjedi90]

i play a game where i take 5mg of xanax and have like 5 drinks then put a noose around my neck & just stand there, if i pass out it will tighten & I will be dead in minutes, i haven't found the courage to swallow an entire bottle of pills & just say fuck it, this is more like Russian roulette & it gives me something to look forward to at the end of the week.

Im will turn 28 in august and i already want to die. Can't imagine suffering into my 30s or 40s

 

[Jockcel]

I am not going to kill myself, get over it, IT.

 

[UnfortunatelyINCEL98]

im probably not gonna kill myself / i will probably die in an accident most likely / or do something that rhymes with the first two letters of Virtual Reality