I explained it a couple of times. So, I will just quote myself here:
If I am really honest here. On top of that I am afraid of the concept of driving itself, of the responsibility. The mere thoughts of going back to that car, gave me a weird gut feeling. You might have trouble to understand this. People who can drive cannot get behind of it. But let me give you an example:
Imagine being bad at something and despite the fact you are trying, you still cannot get behind of it. Now apply this to driving.
It is a vicious circle at this point. I am bad at it therefore I do not enjoy it and because I do not enjoy it I am bad at it. It also feels forced and artificial.
And if you think I am overreacting. I had to take driving simulation and even at my 10th lesson, I still could not get behind of it. I could not even drive more than 30 km/h because I had to change the gear to it. I might even struggle with automatic since I might mess up the momentum of speed and slowing down according to the general traffic, road signs and my surroundings.
To be honest, I really cannot get behind of it, why people can drive without any effort at all. People just go to driving school and after a few lessons they are done. I also cannot get behind of it, why females have it so easy, while I as 25 year old man cannot do it. This is absolutely infuriating and emasculating.
Germany have 50 million cars, officially. Now imagine you cannot drive as a grown up man. What is even the point in living?
If I could choose between a 10/10 female or the ability to drive, I would go for the ability to drive without any hesitation whatsoever.