SuicideFuel It’s my 24th Bday

[CHOoseWisely123]

My severe depression has only worsened, I have barely been able to work these past 3 and half months.

Time passes by quickly friends, let’s hope it flies by even quicker and that death may bring us peace.

The way the world currently stands, it won’t last. However neither you or me will live to see the end of it. As much as I have very low expectations for the humanity, it’s tenacity towards chugging along and carrying the corpse over the hill never ceases to amaze me.

We are past due for extinction, we should have already nuked each other 30-40 years ago. We would have gone out with a bang and The End…

Now we are the lost children of this brave new world, living wishing for death at each fleeting moment, working albeit we will never see the fruits of our labor.

This is the end…

 

[CHOoseWisely123]

View: https://youtu.be/MzJjzEEphfM

 

[CHOoseWisely123]

I just want to be euthanized, I can’t bare to live like this any longer. I’ve been borderline NEET for 6 fucking years post turning 18.

I can’t do this anymore, I live anymore, I can’t function anymore, my life is fading away right in front of me.

It would be humane for me to die with dignity, put a needle in my arm and give me the magic juice. I want to fade away into obscurity.

Let’s pretend this was all a bad dream, shall we?

 

[JustanotherKanga]

Welcome to the mid20s Rot Carousel.

 

[JustanotherKanga]

View: https://youtu.be/MzJjzEEphfM

Halo 3 is the best IMO. such good memories playing the game, and i still play it

 

[XDFLAMEBOY]

 

[Done and over]

Sadly, it doesn't get better. I really wish the bluepill was true. Normies are extremely retarded for thinking that we want to be in this predicament. Their brains are too dumb and weak to comprehend the magnitude of suffering we go through. I really wish there was some cheap advice I could give to you to make your life better but this isn't the case. Reality is cold and harsh towards men like us. We serve no purpose here and the world wouldn't care at all if we disappeared. That's why we just gotta cope with our hobbies and persist and live on as a big fuck you to the society and women who want us dead. I understand how shit this life is, but we have to exhaust all our copes and anything that can act as a potential tool to alleviate the pain we feel in reality. Happy 24th birthday man.

 

[wgm24]

Hilarious! my birthday is in a couple days and ill be 24 too. Mid 20s is really depressing when you havent accomplished anything yet. But with the grace of Allah I will make myself proud. HAPPY 24TH GDAY ANON!!!!

 

[CHOoseWisely123]

Welcome to the mid20s Rot Carousel.

I feel terrible for losing all hope so soon, I don’t want to compare myself to my peers but I’ve already fallen way behind, there’s nothing to salvage.

The only acquaintances I know IRL are low status guys struggling to get their life’s started but just either don’t care or are far too… unintelligent to understand how fucking over it is for Gen Z guys.

Halo 3 is the best IMO. such good memories playing the game, and i still play it

I’ve got so many memories of playing it on Xbox 360 when I was very young, amazing game with an amazing unique community. I wonder what my old gaming buddies are up to.

 

[Mecoja]

Happy birthday brother

 

[light]

rope is the answer

 

[Dealer of Koalas]

happy birthday

 

[Done and over]

cope is the answer

 

[CHOoseWisely123]

Sadly, it doesn't get better. I really wish the bluepill was true. Normies are extremely retarded for thinking that we want to be in this predicament. Their brains are too dumb and weak to comprehend the magnitude of suffering we go through. I really wish there was some cheap advice I could give to you to make your life better but this isn't the case. Reality is cold and harsh towards men like us. We serve no purpose here and the world wouldn't care at all if we disappeared. That's why we just gotta cope with our hobbies and persist and live on as a big fuck you to the society and women who want us dead. I understand how shit this life is, but we have to exhaust all our copes and anything that can act as a potential tool to alleviate the pain we feel in reality. Happy 24th birthday man.

Thank you Brother, I appreciate the honesty. I’ve embraced my fate with a whimper.

Hilarious! my birthday is in a couple days and ill be 24 too. Mid 20s is really depressing when you havent accomplished anything yet. But with the grace of Allah I will make myself proud. HAPPY 24TH GDAY ANON!!!!

Thank you again, mashallah! I wish you an early Happy Birthday!

rope is the answer

Eh, is it? I’m severely depressed and think about suicide constantly but whenever, some how, I feel better I enjoy my copes.

happy birthday

Thank you Partner!

 

[CHOoseWisely123]

Happy birthday brother

Muchas gracias Senor

 

[Ahnfeltia]

I was about to come in and wish you a happy birthday, but with how dreary your OP was, "I hope your depression lessens" seems more appropriate.

 

[LeonTheSilent]

I wish i could say "Happy birthday, fellow-dude" but there is no happiness at all.
In this night times devoured by anxiety, i still want to give you some hope. ( it is past 04:00 where a live in ).
If the outside reality ills you, and due to borderline you are NEET, so focus on something that would make feel alive.
I´ve been trying to spend less time online. No notifications, no music, no chats. It was driving me crazy. I´ll have to cut off caffeine soon.
If you can, go do some gym, stroling, gaming, professional shooting, anything... Just don´t give up. Don´t let this world win.

 

[Soystein]

I just want to be euthanized, I can’t bare to live like this any longer. I’ve been borderline NEET for 6 fucking years post turning 18.

I can’t do this anymore, I live anymore, I can’t function anymore, my life is fading away right in front of me.

It would be humane for me to die with dignity, put a needle in my arm and give me the magic juice. I want to fade away into obscurity.

Let’s pretend this was all a bad dream, shall we?

Happy birthday! Unfortunately the pain has just begun, I have been a rotting NEET more than 20 years, it hurts to see your life fade away before your eyes. Get a degree if you can so you won't have to live an even shittier life than the one we have been dealt at birth, it is horrible how our looks shape our trajectories, cope until rope.