Venting it's genuinely so tiring to be alive these days.

[ItsGoyOvrr428]

I feel like I'm on autopilot for the past few months. I feel like my life has truly lost all meaning, the only time I feel like I'm doing anything is when I am working out or training so I don't feel like a complete waste of space (even though my progress is pathetic for how long I've been training). But still I keep going, like my mind is playing some sick trick where I am destined to be alone and a looser for the rest of my life no matter how hard I try. I feel like I am just stuck in this stupid horrible world made to torture me by having so many terrible people around me who get everything they want while I have to watch from the sidelines where I do everything right but still get treated like trash. Life is sadly unfair, life is all chance, sure you can try to improve yourself but it's hopeless, nobody cares. Only thing left to do now is do drugs until I drop dead, my body undiscovered for weeks.

 

[sub5chud]

I feel like I'm on autopilot for the past few months. I feel like my life has truly lost all meaning, the only time I feel like I'm doing anything is when I am working out or training so I don't feel like a complete waste of space (even though my progress is pathetic for how long I've been training). But still I keep going, like my mind is playing some sick trick where I am destined to be alone and a looser for the rest of my life no matter how hard I try. I feel like I am just stuck in this stupid horrible world made to torture me by having so many terrible people around me who get everything they want while I have to watch from the sidelines where I do everything right but still get treated like trash. Life is sadly unfair, life is all chance, sure you can try to improve yourself but it's hopeless, nobody cares. Only thing left to do now is do drugs until I drop dead, my body undiscovered for weeks.

 

[HotDogCel]

Only thing left to do now is do drugs until I drop dead

High iq. What are urs ? alcohol ?

 

[ItsGoyOvrr428]

High iq. What are urs ? alcohol ?

whatever I can get my hands on tbh, I really enjoy LSD as it's like a mood stabilizer to me and I've been constantly using since I was 14.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

I know exactly how you feel. Every day feels like I'm fighting just to stay afloat, and even when you do something right, it’s never enough for the world or for the people.

life is all chance, sure you can try to improve yourself but it's hopeless

Indeed. The trajectory of our lives has already been determined probabilistically the moment we were conceived, and all the following events were inevitably caused; we have been doomed to a life of subhumanity and intolerable tribulations—and we never chose any of it.

 

[ItsGoyOvrr428]

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every day I feel more like him

 

[ItsGoyOvrr428]

I know exactly how you feel. Every day feels like I'm fighting just to stay afloat, and even when you do something right, it’s never enough for the world or for the people.



Indeed. The trajectory of our lives has already been determined probabilistically the moment we were conceived, and all the following events were inevitably caused; we have been doomed to a life of subhumanity and intolerable tribulations—and we never chose any of it.

Exactly, and then we are shamed for being forced to deal with so much pain and suffering.

 

[HotDogCel]

since I was 14.

shiet

 

[Todd Thundercock]

I'm not struggling at all due to thankfully being on NEETbux, but I know the feels of everything being pointless.

 

[ItsGoyOvrr428]

shiet

lol dw it didn't make my mental state much worse than it already is

 

[ItsGoyOvrr428]

I'm not struggling at all due to thankfully being on NEETbux, but I know the feels of everything being pointless.

same but paid from my family lol