Despite growing up in a first world country, I have never been to social events apart from the ones that were organized by my school. I've only ever had one friend in my life (who is also subhuman tier), never went clubbing or partying or anything like that. Never traveled to another country for vacation and never went to restaurants (only time I've ever been to a restaurant was with my job, and it was a horrible experience, there was a lot of exotic food and I didn't know what to eat and how to eat it, didn't know the dress code, and no one talked to me, I was the only one there who was friendless so I went away early. Didn't even have to worry about anyone noticing because no one was paying any attention to me anyway jfl).
I live a very very stagnant life. NEET, wake up, scroll .is and listen to some music, shower, and go back to sleep. I eat very basic food, mostly dairy and bread, sometimes eggs and meat, potatoes etc. When I was a kid it wasn't that much less stagnant, I just went to school on top of what I do now. From what I see online normies live through a new adventure every single day, go outside with friends, clubbing, partying, traveling, I can't even imagine that. I don't need or want any of that. My perfect life would be not having depression and having a wife who loves me, I don't need to go partying, I don't need junk food or exotic food, give me a small house in a poor village with peasant food and a few goats to look after and some basic hygiene items and I would be unimaginably (literally, unimaginably, because i can't imagine that anymore, it's been so long since i felt joy) happy and grateful.
I live a very very stagnant life. NEET, wake up, scroll .is and listen to some music, shower, and go back to sleep. I eat very basic food, mostly dairy and bread, sometimes eggs and meat, potatoes etc. When I was a kid it wasn't that much less stagnant, I just went to school on top of what I do now. From what I see online normies live through a new adventure every single day, go outside with friends, clubbing, partying, traveling, I can't even imagine that. I don't need or want any of that. My perfect life would be not having depression and having a wife who loves me, I don't need to go partying, I don't need junk food or exotic food, give me a small house in a poor village with peasant food and a few goats to look after and some basic hygiene items and I would be unimaginably (literally, unimaginably, because i can't imagine that anymore, it's been so long since i felt joy) happy and grateful.
