Iranianoldcel
Lonely Old Man
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- Joined
- May 21, 2021
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I have zero reason to go on at this point. After 5 years of being officially blackpilled, I started to have deep feelings for someone and she's not into me. I was even ready to go all out and betabux, but no. I'm too poor to even betabux. It's over. Officially over. I'm in my mid 30's and I don't see a single reason to go on .
It's like the universe is fucking with me. I changed my division at the department I work at just to have more work and occupy my mind to not think about my misery. literally two days after transferring this girl gets employed and ruins everything. At this point even if I see her with someone else it's gonna destroy me. I thought something is happening this time. but no. Like ER used to say..... "How wrong I was"
It's either suicide or living somewhere isolated at this point. No way you can live in a jungle. That's nothing but a fantasy. My only option would be to live in a single cell prison where they feed me and I am alone with myself.
I have come back to the ultimate blackpill concept. Yo are gentically inferior if you can not reproduce in this world and by reproduce I mean is attracting a girl to have sex with you. You don't need to have babies in the modern world.
Can't believe I have to live at least another 20 years in complete pain. What's the point?
It's like the universe is fucking with me. I changed my division at the department I work at just to have more work and occupy my mind to not think about my misery. literally two days after transferring this girl gets employed and ruins everything. At this point even if I see her with someone else it's gonna destroy me. I thought something is happening this time. but no. Like ER used to say..... "How wrong I was"
It's either suicide or living somewhere isolated at this point. No way you can live in a jungle. That's nothing but a fantasy. My only option would be to live in a single cell prison where they feed me and I am alone with myself.
I have come back to the ultimate blackpill concept. Yo are gentically inferior if you can not reproduce in this world and by reproduce I mean is attracting a girl to have sex with you. You don't need to have babies in the modern world.
Can't believe I have to live at least another 20 years in complete pain. What's the point?