My life has been shaped by things I had no control over: poverty, autism, being ugly and weak, and having parents who lacked the means or intellect to help. Poverty isn’t just about not having things—it’s constant stress, always struggling while others move forward effortlessly. Autism makes it worse; every social situation feels like torture, and without proper support, I was left to deal with it alone. On top of that, being ugly and physically weak makes me feel invisible and worthless. My parents couldn’t help me—they were trapped in their own limitations, so I’ve cut contact with them. They brought me into this mess, and I resent them for it.
Ugly, autistic, poor, ethnic, stupid, bad energy, scum of the earth. Always pessimistic and no energy anymore to achieve my dreams.
The more I’ve learned about womens manipulative and self-serving nature, the more I see how unfair the world really is. Women seem to thrive while people like me get crushed under the weight of our circumstances. It’s hard not to feel bitterness when they seem to have all the power and control in every interaction, exploiting it without hesitation. I truly hate women. I hate everything about them except how they look and even then its maybe around 15-20% of women that turn me on because most modern women turned into fat ugly pigs due to goyslop.
If something drastic doesn’t change in the coming years, I’ll have no reason left to keep going and will end my life.
Ugly, autistic, poor, ethnic, stupid, bad energy, scum of the earth. Always pessimistic and no energy anymore to achieve my dreams.
The more I’ve learned about womens manipulative and self-serving nature, the more I see how unfair the world really is. Women seem to thrive while people like me get crushed under the weight of our circumstances. It’s hard not to feel bitterness when they seem to have all the power and control in every interaction, exploiting it without hesitation. I truly hate women. I hate everything about them except how they look and even then its maybe around 15-20% of women that turn me on because most modern women turned into fat ugly pigs due to goyslop.
If something drastic doesn’t change in the coming years, I’ll have no reason left to keep going and will end my life.
