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cripplecel
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- Oct 1, 2019
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I just don't give a fuck about anything anymore. 2021 was the worst year of my life and the only reason 2022 might be better is that i can't imagine how it could possibly be worse.
I used to love holidays, the decorations and music and movies seasonal drinks like eggnogg but this year idgaf. I almost didn't even notice it's Christmas, all I'm doing is playing the same shitty video games, and reading a book until i fall asleep. I think the only reason i noticed Christmas this year is that i got time off from work.
I don't even care about girls anymore, the only reason i wanna have sex is because it's been on my bucket list for so long and it would be a shame if i died a virgin. I don't fantasize about women or look at porn anymore. I almost completed nofap November by mistake, except i fapped once on the 21st. I have not fapped since.
So much bad stuff had happened to me in the past two years that i am now merely a husk of a man with no feeling or emotion. There is no hope or joy anymore. I have lost things that i never would have thought i could lose.
I used to love holidays, the decorations and music and movies seasonal drinks like eggnogg but this year idgaf. I almost didn't even notice it's Christmas, all I'm doing is playing the same shitty video games, and reading a book until i fall asleep. I think the only reason i noticed Christmas this year is that i got time off from work.
I don't even care about girls anymore, the only reason i wanna have sex is because it's been on my bucket list for so long and it would be a shame if i died a virgin. I don't fantasize about women or look at porn anymore. I almost completed nofap November by mistake, except i fapped once on the 21st. I have not fapped since.
So much bad stuff had happened to me in the past two years that i am now merely a husk of a man with no feeling or emotion. There is no hope or joy anymore. I have lost things that i never would have thought i could lose.