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ionlycopenow
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I cope endlessly. Video games, booze, gymcelling, KFC. But every morning I wake up the exact same way: the second I awake I feel guilty, sad pointless and hollow. It's too painful to bear so I get to coping ASAP.
Some days I am too depressed to even cope and these are the most brutal days. I usually have a breakdown at realizing my situation I'm full in which it is a devestsying feeling like no other. My heart hurts and my gut wrenches, and I some times even puke.
Then it's back to coping all over again. It never ends. I really hope a car will hit me soon.
Some days I am too depressed to even cope and these are the most brutal days. I usually have a breakdown at realizing my situation I'm full in which it is a devestsying feeling like no other. My heart hurts and my gut wrenches, and I some times even puke.
Then it's back to coping all over again. It never ends. I really hope a car will hit me soon.