It was the bluepill that made me a porn addict

[Deleted member 306]

A few years ago, when I was a 21 year old virgin, I started getting depressed about life just like I'm now. I needed a cope. I was reading about fapping on fb and 9gag so I decided to give it a try to see how it feels. I made some research on Yahoo (bluepill cancer) and it said that fapping is good and cumming is the best feeling ever. I tried doing it but I couldn't get it up so I got disappointed.

A few weeks later, I discovered a nice nude yoga video which gave me a huge boner. I went ahead and jerked off to it, still oblivious about the consequences of my actions. I felt weird after it. I didn't feel good at all yet I wanted to fap again. I had read all these bluepill platitudes like "fap now while waiting for the right one to come" or "everyone masturbates and everyone gets someone eventually" so I kept doing it.

I tried many times to quit it but with each relapse the addcition got worse. I had trouble fapping 3 times in one day when I first began but as time passed by my libido grew. Now I need 10 times a day to be satisfied. So I waste the whole day jerking off.

The fucking bluepill not only costed me a date but it also ruined me by driving me to masturbation. If it wasn't for this crap I would have never fapped and I would have gone on one date. Fuck bluepill and its comforting lies. Now it's too late for me. It's over.

 

[dr-problematic]

RE: It was the bluepill that made me a pron addict

if one chick was attracted to u, it means some others will be too. simple law of probability.

 

[Deleted member 1627]

Wait did you first fap at 21

 

[Kointo1]

Wait did you first fap at 21

Isn't that what he said? Wtf he must've had major blue balls.

 

[blickpall]

Isn't that what he said? Wtf he must've had major blue balls.

Don't understand how that first fap wasn't incredible. Super low T maybe?

 

[Deleted member 306]

RE: It was the bluepill that made me a pron addict

if one chick was attracted to u, it means some others will be too. simple law of probability.

But the fact that there aren't means that she wasn't attracted to me either.

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Wait did you first fap at 21

Yes.

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Isn't that what he said? Wtf he must've had major blue balls.

I just didn't have the ened to touch my dick.I also had really hgih standards and only wanted 8+/10 HQNP blue eyed girls.

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Don't understand how that first fap wasn't incredible. Super low T maybe?

It took about 1 minute to cum and the satisfaction lasted less than my brain can perceive.

 

[Kointo1]

Don't understand how that first fap wasn't incredible. Super low T maybe?

My first wasn't incredible either, just confusing and astonishing. After that it became amazing though.

 

[NekoStance]

Wait did you first fap at 21

Yes.

That is unbelievable

Were you incredibly bluepilled? Or incredibly low T? Or both?

 

[Deleted member 306]

That is unbelievable

Were you incredibly bluepilled? Or incredibly low T? Or both?

Sexually opressed. I would get boners with women but I wanted sex and my hand just didn't go to my dick.

 

[nausea]

why did you avoid the date?

 

[blickpall]

It took about 1 minute to cum and the satisfaction lasted less than my brain can perceive.

My first wasn't incredible either, just confusing and astonishing. After that it became amazing though.

Idk. My first one was a life-changing moment. Then again I am a hedonist and besides sugar and sports, that might have been my first major dopamine flood that started me down the path to a hedonistic lifestyle.

 

[jagged0]

I honestly don't understand how some of you guys get addicted to fapping, I only masturbate once every couple of days.

 

[Kointo1]

Idk. My first one was a life-changing moment. Then again I am a hedonist and besides sugar and sports, that might have been my first major dopamine flood that started me down the path to a hedonistic lifestyle.

Mine was definitely life changing too, just not at the time. I was so surprised that I didn't have the time to feel joy from what had happened.

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I only masturbate once every couple of days.

Me too

 

[blickpall]

I honestly don't understand how some of you guys get addicted to fapping, I only masturbate once every couple of days.

The same way some people get addicted to drugs and some don't. Not every person who drinks beer is an alcoholic.

 

[Deleted member 1627]

Damn you missed out then

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Isn't that what he said? Wtf he must've had major blue balls.

I don't know how he did it fapping is pretty much a hobby to me

 

[NekoStance]

I've heard of slayers that never did the fap thing

the first time they ejaculated was the first time they had sex
after that they simply had sex from then on, no need for fap

too bad you didn't become one of those guys

 

[Deleted member 1627]

I've heard of slayers that never did the fap thing

the first time they ejaculated was the first time they had sex
after that they simply had sex from then on, no need for fap

too bad you didn't become one of those guys

In another universe he is

 

[Deleted member 306]

why did you avoid the date?

I didn't want to date her with witht he sole purpose of fucking her. I felt bad. And the bluepill was saying that you should treat women with respect and the right one will come and when you know it you will know it. She would friendzone me anyway.

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I honestly don't understand how some of you guys get addicted to fapping, I only masturbate once every couple of days.

Try to quit it.

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I've heard of slayers that never did the fap thing

the first time they ejaculated was the first time they had sex
after that they simply had sex from then on, no need for fap

too bad you didn't become one of those guys

I was too old anyway to become that. Porn addicted incel was my natural place.

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In another universe he is

Which doesn't really matter.

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I've heard of slayers that never did the fap thing

the first time they ejaculated was the first time they had sex
after that they simply had sex from then on, no need for fap

too bad you didn't become one of those guys

If I was blackpilled when I really needed it I would have escaped fapping.

 

[AngelOfDisease]

my hand just didn't go to my dick.

How so?

 

[Deleted member 306]

How so?

Idk. I just didn't feel like it. It wasn't an instinct.

 

[PM_ME_STRIPPERS]

yea after fapping too much it kinda gets not really boring but just uninteresting. Like the dopamine rush you feel is good but it lasts for fuck all. Ive always wanted to try stop doing it for a few days just so i can store some cum up and horniness so i can get an even better feeling but its just too addicting. the longest ive ever went without fapping is 7 days and that was hell