Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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It's not even sex that I want the most from a woman. But I feel this strong need to cuddle, kiss, hug a woman and generally give "love" and be "loved". Even if love is inevitably a lie and an illusion, the manifestations of it are entirely real and not only pleasant, but necessary for a man to feel adequate.
It's a very strong need and when I can't suppress it every now and then, it can literally ruin a few days for me.
The saddest part is that the older I get the less possible it is for this need to be satisfied. Even if I magically turned into a Chad, after a certain age women lose their "innocence", their ability to give and receive love, to pair bond, to be genuinely affectionate. Now even if I did become a different person and was able to attract a woman, she'd just be a used-up hag who can't really love anything and is just looking for a meal ticket, a transactional "relationship" that is not anything close to "love", just a contract with the facade of love.
It's a very strong need and when I can't suppress it every now and then, it can literally ruin a few days for me.
The saddest part is that the older I get the less possible it is for this need to be satisfied. Even if I magically turned into a Chad, after a certain age women lose their "innocence", their ability to give and receive love, to pair bond, to be genuinely affectionate. Now even if I did become a different person and was able to attract a woman, she'd just be a used-up hag who can't really love anything and is just looking for a meal ticket, a transactional "relationship" that is not anything close to "love", just a contract with the facade of love.
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