SlayerSlayer
COMPLY WITH MY FUCKING pronoun (it)
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You die, and in this very Southern Baptist way, you are judged by the actions of your past in order to be allowed into the pearly gates of Heaven. The asshole who makes that judgement is in many ways like IT. An asshole God who created you, the terms of your existence, only for you to inevitably sin, and then torture you for eternity for failing to SURPASS his expectations.
What a cruel experiment. It's odd that by the very nature of birth we are scrutinized to judgement.
Since we have no friends, and our only social perspective is the internet, am I not alone, to feel a lot of inner religious-themed shame going on. Or a kind of sadomasochist complex to be driven to messaging that burgeons our shame complexes.
I hate how my father never taught me to be strong. He very much instilled meek asianness in me, and dressed it up as "humility" and "being the better man" "don't get in trouble"
THE TROUBLE IS, I WAS BORN, AND YOU CAME TO A HUUUWHITE COUNTRY I DIDN'T ASK FOR THIS
What a cruel experiment. It's odd that by the very nature of birth we are scrutinized to judgement.
Since we have no friends, and our only social perspective is the internet, am I not alone, to feel a lot of inner religious-themed shame going on. Or a kind of sadomasochist complex to be driven to messaging that burgeons our shame complexes.
I hate how my father never taught me to be strong. He very much instilled meek asianness in me, and dressed it up as "humility" and "being the better man" "don't get in trouble"
THE TROUBLE IS, I WAS BORN, AND YOU CAME TO A HUUUWHITE COUNTRY I DIDN'T ASK FOR THIS