It is kinda scares me I don't care dying no more

[Cuyen]

In a previous thread, I said how I took pills, tried to hang myself. Today I tried to die by gas poisoning but it also failed. I tried over a simple argument with my parents, I went to my room and leaked the gas but my room door is broken so I couldn't close it completely, so it failed. It kinda scares me how I'm ready to die any moment. In the past, I considered suicide but rarely tried it. but now it's done in my mind, I'm ready to die any given moment. when you consider suicide this often, you just don't give a fuck about anything or anyone in life. I don't give a fuck if the virus comes and bite my ass if I'll die, I'll die.

For a male, taking risks begins when he considered suicide. Considering suicide is actually manly. Just saying "fuck you" to life and the whole world. I bang my head over walls whenever I want, I speed in traffic however I want, I talk to people however I want. because I don't give a FUCK about life anymore. So that being said, I can be dead at any moment, maybe two minutes later or tomorrow, or next week or month. who knows, not me.

 

[Deleted member 18214]

Life as a sub 8 male is brutal.

 

[Deleted member 22685]

Become a suicide bomber tbh(in project reality)

 

[Personalityinkwell]

Life as a sub 8 male is brutal.

suicide is the solution to all sub8 problems

 

[Felatio]

Same here. The best way is to commit suicide in public in order to put all the normies and stacys in a state of panic.

 

[Personalityinkwell]

Same here. The best way is to commit suicide in public in order to put all the normies and stacys in a state of panic.

@Sparrow's Song agrees to this

 

[BummerDrummerOG]

Become a suicide bomber tbh(in project reality)

fuck so based

Same here. The best way is to commit suicide in public in order to put all the normies and stacys in a state of panic.

Also based but these 2 can go together

 

[Deleted member 22685]

fuck so based

It's over for zoomers

 

[zangano1]

i started long ago

 

[TINMAN]

what kind of gas

 

[GoffSystemQB]

I don't care about dying, but I'm not suicidal if that makes sense maybe it's because I was named after that committed suicide or some other reason idk.

I have fantasies about dying though just never me actually killing myself. I also speed a shit ton and have gotten into races and stuff.

 

[Deleted member 23820]

I feel the same way. It is only natural to do so. Death is preferable to a life of misery and boredom.

 

[Deleted member 21514]

Based and go ER btw best way to die

 

[BrapZilian]

Become a suicide bomber tbh(in project reality)

 

[Deleted member 16624]

I'd change the Avi,mods are gonna give u warnings

 

[Deleted member 24081]

Don’t kys bro I’ll miss you

 

[schizomode]

One of the only advantages for us is that chads and normies have to struggle to come to terms with death and losing their earthly form -- we have no problems losing it.

 

[j-awarecel]

I can relate, but as some fictional character said: "I always found some vice to hang with."

 

[Deleted member 18214]

suicide is the solution to all sub8 problems

 

[Deleted member 6214]

I am very suicidal but the only reason I haven't tried is because of surgery

 

[Deleted member 24125]

I'd change the Avi,mods are gonna give u warnings

why

 

[Deleted member 16624]

why

Chad Avi

 

[Deleted member 24125]

Chad Avi

jfl

 

[Michinomiya Hirohit]

Life as a sub 8 male is brutal.

 

[Cruel]

I might not say what i want to say or it might be seen as terrorism. It is a bit like in the movie Joker2019.

Not a single day i do not think about suicide and it's been like this for years.

But life is too precious to waste it after a foid.

World is bad? So be it.

 

[EyesAreSoCold]

The thing is dying is pretty hard and it's not even the worst that can happen, which is why I still can't live as carefree and low inhib as I would have liked to.

 

[To_Live_is to_Serve]

In a previous thread, I said how I took pills, tried to hang myself. Today I tried to die by gas poisoning but it also failed. I tried over a simple argument with my parents, I went to my room and leaked the gas but my room door is broken so I couldn't close it completely, so it failed.

Just don't eat or drink for a few days. That is an easy safe way to kill yourself with deniability. I would walk out into a desert if I lived there but my beloved nation in the north has a forest which I would go out into and cut myself. I've wanted to see if I can put a knife between my lower arm bones and see how much it can bend since I was 13 years old.


I have three things left to do in life before I'm done. I will probably post here once announcing when I depart then if the site is still up.

 

[Sparrow's Song]

Wanting to die does make you more low inhib. Choosing the right method is a matter of personal taste. I would go with something that suits you and really think about it for awhile so you go out the right way. I've had a few times where I just looked in the mirror and started cutting my wrists in a rage and it got me nothing but more scars to cover up. A few months ago, I looked in the mirror stole a handful of my mother's pills and walked out of the house with a bottle of rum so I could kill myself behind a building in town. Didn't work, I took the pills and drank the rum before I reached my destination and it hit me too fast so I crashed my bike and went and crawled behind a different building. I was so fucked up that I couldn't even cut my wrists with the razors I brought because I was too dizzy and weak to hold the razor right. I passed out and woke up in the freezing cold dizzy and started puking all over the place. I crawled back to my house and dragged my bike with me and left a trail of puke on the sidewalk. Good thing it was the middle of the night and no cops or normies saw me.

Random instant suicide isn't as good as a well thought out suicide. Always have a plan and don't just do the nearest/easiest thing just because it's right there.

 

[Deleted member 14577]

In a previous thread, I said how I took pills, tried to hang myself. Today I tried to die by gas poisoning but it also failed.

you might be immortal bro

 

[Deleted member 23450]

Do not kill yourself.
try joining the army and die shooting some motherfuckers at least

 

[ItsOver4cel]

It is only natural
I still wouldn't go out without becoming a hERo first

 

[InMyCellInHell]

I only really started to live when I stopped caring about dying. I find I laugh more (even if it's inappropriate) than I used to do. I ask more blunt-honest questions and stopped letting people walk over me or be passive-aggressive to me. I just stopped caring about who I piss off since it doesn't really matter if I live or die anyway.

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

Scary shit

 

[Sparrow's Song]

Do not kill yourself.
try joining the army and die shooting some motherfuckers at least

That's cucked. Why kill and die for a country that doesn't even pay for your surgeries and expects you to die alone without reproducing... in shame and pain. Fuck that... Our countries are our enemies, our governments are infidels who can never be forgiven for allowing this to happen and DOING NOTHING to help us. I pray for government representatives and their families, especially children to die or be killed brutally.

 

[Yerberito]

suicide is the solution to all sub8 problems