VirginAutistManlet
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I BUILT THE STRENGTH IN THE GYM.
I CUT DOWN TO A LEAN BODY.
I STARTED GETTING THE SPECIFIC FASHIONABLE HAIR CUTS.
I RISKED SKIN CANCER TO GET A GLOWING TAN TO MAKE IT LOOK LIKE I ACTUALLY GO OUTSIDE.
I BOUGHT THE EXPENSIVE FASHIONABLE CLOTHES.
I GROOMED MY BODY PERFECTLY DAILY.
I APPLIED TO UNIVERSITY FOR A DEGREE I HAD ZERO INTEREST IN JUST TO BE AROUND LOTS OF PEOPLE TO SOCIALIZE WITH.
I TRIED MAKING CONVERSATIONS WITH PEOPLE.
I TRIED ALL OF THE DATING APPS AND GET ZERO RESULTS WHILE LIVING IN A HUGE FUCKING "PROGRESSIVE" CITY WITH MILLIONS OF "PROGRESSIVE" WOMEN
I TRIED YEARS OF TREATMENT WITH MENTAL HEALTH PROFESSIONALS SUCH AS CLINICAL PSYCHOLOGISTS AND PSYCHIATRISTS.
NONE OF IT FUCKING WORKS.
NONE OF IT CHANGES ANYTHING.
NOTHING EVER CHANGES.
I AM AT THE POINT WHERE I THINK "CHANGE" ISN'T SOMETHING YOU CAN ACTUALLY FORCE, IT IS SOMETHING THAT JUST HAPPENS NATURALLY, MANUFACTURING CHANGE TO IMPROVE YOUR OWN LIFE IS A FUCKING LIE.
EVERY SINGLE ATTEMPT AT CHANGE I HAVE EVER MADE ENDS UP WITH NO FUCKING DIFFERENCE IN OUTCOMES.
THE ONLY TIME MY LIFE HAS EVER CHANGED IS WHEN OUTSIDE FORCES CHANGE IT, ANYTHING I DO HAS NO IMPACT OR CHANGE ON MY LIFE.
EVERYTHING IS A DEAD END NO MATTER WHAT I FUCKING DO.
NOTHING EVER WORKS OUT HOW I WANT IT TO WORK OUT NO MATTER HOW MUCH I FUCKING TRY.
LIFE IS A LITERAL FUCKING MEME.
I AM LEARNED HELPLESSNESS.
I CUT DOWN TO A LEAN BODY.
I STARTED GETTING THE SPECIFIC FASHIONABLE HAIR CUTS.
I RISKED SKIN CANCER TO GET A GLOWING TAN TO MAKE IT LOOK LIKE I ACTUALLY GO OUTSIDE.
I BOUGHT THE EXPENSIVE FASHIONABLE CLOTHES.
I GROOMED MY BODY PERFECTLY DAILY.
I APPLIED TO UNIVERSITY FOR A DEGREE I HAD ZERO INTEREST IN JUST TO BE AROUND LOTS OF PEOPLE TO SOCIALIZE WITH.
I TRIED MAKING CONVERSATIONS WITH PEOPLE.
I TRIED ALL OF THE DATING APPS AND GET ZERO RESULTS WHILE LIVING IN A HUGE FUCKING "PROGRESSIVE" CITY WITH MILLIONS OF "PROGRESSIVE" WOMEN
I TRIED YEARS OF TREATMENT WITH MENTAL HEALTH PROFESSIONALS SUCH AS CLINICAL PSYCHOLOGISTS AND PSYCHIATRISTS.
NONE OF IT FUCKING WORKS.
NONE OF IT CHANGES ANYTHING.
NOTHING EVER CHANGES.
I AM AT THE POINT WHERE I THINK "CHANGE" ISN'T SOMETHING YOU CAN ACTUALLY FORCE, IT IS SOMETHING THAT JUST HAPPENS NATURALLY, MANUFACTURING CHANGE TO IMPROVE YOUR OWN LIFE IS A FUCKING LIE.
EVERY SINGLE ATTEMPT AT CHANGE I HAVE EVER MADE ENDS UP WITH NO FUCKING DIFFERENCE IN OUTCOMES.
THE ONLY TIME MY LIFE HAS EVER CHANGED IS WHEN OUTSIDE FORCES CHANGE IT, ANYTHING I DO HAS NO IMPACT OR CHANGE ON MY LIFE.
EVERYTHING IS A DEAD END NO MATTER WHAT I FUCKING DO.
NOTHING EVER WORKS OUT HOW I WANT IT TO WORK OUT NO MATTER HOW MUCH I FUCKING TRY.
LIFE IS A LITERAL FUCKING MEME.
I AM LEARNED HELPLESSNESS.
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