Lazyandtalentless
Admiral
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- Oct 21, 2024
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The mental toll of everything I’ve been through is constant. The abuse, bullying, and isolation don’t just go away. It’s not only the physical pain, but the emotional and mental strain that keeps piling up. You start believing that the way people treat you is the truth—that you're nothing, that you're unworthy of anything better. It’s the shame and self-hatred that stick with you, and no matter how much you try to fight it, it feels like it never leaves.
Living like this, constantly feeling like you don’t matter, takes a toll on your mind. Even when you try to move forward, the mental weight is always there. It feels like the world is against you, and it gets exhausting. The fear of being rejected or ignored keeps you from even trying to reach out. You end up feeling like you’re stuck in a loop, where nothing changes and no one cares enough to help. You start to believe that you’re not worth the effort.
Being a mentalcel is draining. It’s not just about loneliness, but about feeling mentally exhausted all the time. It feels like no matter what you do, you’re never good enough. It wears you down until you’re just tired of trying because it feels like you’ll never escape this cycle. The self-doubt and fear of failure are overwhelming. The emotional exhaustion becomes so real that you wonder if anything will ever change.
Living like this, constantly feeling like you don’t matter, takes a toll on your mind. Even when you try to move forward, the mental weight is always there. It feels like the world is against you, and it gets exhausting. The fear of being rejected or ignored keeps you from even trying to reach out. You end up feeling like you’re stuck in a loop, where nothing changes and no one cares enough to help. You start to believe that you’re not worth the effort.
Being a mentalcel is draining. It’s not just about loneliness, but about feeling mentally exhausted all the time. It feels like no matter what you do, you’re never good enough. It wears you down until you’re just tired of trying because it feels like you’ll never escape this cycle. The self-doubt and fear of failure are overwhelming. The emotional exhaustion becomes so real that you wonder if anything will ever change.