RageFuel It annoys me how much energy normies have compared to me

[SupremeAutist]

Anytime I'm walking past some normie friend group I always notice how much energy they have. Constantly talking, laughing and generally being loud. I can just never imagine being like that, I'm too worn out to even try fake acting like that.

Something I always hear from both my parents and from therapy is that "everyone has their own problems and you can never know what's going on under the surface of people" and while that may be true to an extent. I can definitely tell that the vast majority of people are doing infinitely better mentally than me because while they could be putting on an act and faking being happy and energetic partly which for most people I don't think is the case. I feel so shit that I can't even pretend to be happy.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

It's tough seeing other people just out there having fun while we are stuck in a rut—trapped in this painful life. It's almost as if we are just invisible to everyone.

It's easy to say that "everyone has problems" and try to downplay the suffering we go through. But the brutal reality is that most people, especially women, have it infinitely better than we do.

 

[asuraxia]

i feel tired every living minute for some reason

 

[SupremeAutist]

It's tough seeing other people just out there having fun while we are stuck in a rut—trapped in this painful life. It's almost as if we are just invisible to everyone.

It's easy to say that "everyone has problems" and try to downplay the suffering we go through. But the brutal reality is that most people, especially women, have it infinitely better than we do.

It's just an easy way to dismiss peoples problems. The majority of people I see outside lifemog me to death. It's part of the reason I hate participating in society at all and just wanna rot.

i feel tired every living minute for some reason

Same and it only seems to get worse

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

It's just an easy way to dismiss peoples problems.

And most of the time their problems are trivial compared to what we go through. It's the most frustrating thing when someone who clearly has it easy in life—who has everything I could wish for—complains about how "hard" they have it. For them it's just a way to victimise themselves, a way to get sympathy points for their made up suffering.

Meanwhile, we are here, struggling with real issues, yet get invalidated and dismissed because people just don't understand the true depths of our pain. It's maddening.

The majority of people I see outside lifemog me to death. It's part of the reason I hate participating in society at all and just wanna rot.

I can relate to that heavily. It's hard not to feel that way. Everywhere I go, it feels like everyone is having a better life than me: people hanging out with friends, couples laughing together, families going on vacations, all experiencing something I could never have, all because they were born attractive and neurotypical.

Sometimes I try to rationalize it, that I have a different path in life, but deep down I know that's just a cope.

Staying inside and avoiding these things altogether is the best solution to keep myself sane. Otherwise—it just destroys my psyche.