Deleted member 18435
The End Of The Beginning
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I'm 22 and my whole life has been nothing but a complete joke. An endless misery. People don't respect or value me. I'm the lowest of the low. Women would rather eat shit then treat me with real unwavering warmth yet give that treatment to all others.
I've done nothing but watch everyone else around me gain social luxuries with such ease yet I continue to this day to get basically nothing. Forever mocked, looked down upon, ridiculed, insulted, ostracized, avoided, ignored, deprived etc. I wish life would just let me fucking win socially for once. But that's the fate of an ugly non NT low status/value male in this world. People expect me to just shut the fuck up and stay strong while everyone continues to thrive over me. It hurts but I just need to accept the fact that I'll never have a gf and a truly happy satisfying life at all at this point.
I've done nothing but watch everyone else around me gain social luxuries with such ease yet I continue to this day to get basically nothing. Forever mocked, looked down upon, ridiculed, insulted, ostracized, avoided, ignored, deprived etc. I wish life would just let me fucking win socially for once. But that's the fate of an ugly non NT low status/value male in this world. People expect me to just shut the fuck up and stay strong while everyone continues to thrive over me. It hurts but I just need to accept the fact that I'll never have a gf and a truly happy satisfying life at all at this point.
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