autisticmanchild
Freak of naturecel/ Bugmancel
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Ello YouTube's!
Mr copecel here.
My whole life I just wanted to make others happy with my music. I wanted to rock out and bring joy. I've written many lyrics, riffs, and beats.
As a 30 year old trucel, why would I want to do this? Everyone's only made me sad. I guess I am a joker figure in this way.
It's strange because on the old YouTube days there was a guy with down syndrome who played the keys pretty good, (on my level).
Why did he want to bring joy? Why are downies so positive?
Everytime I talk about music I get shit on like I think I'm lil asper and gonna tattoo my face.
That makes me think music isn't a good creative cope.
A good cope is more like stories or Vidya that only other trucels could appreciate.
I'd have to learn to code (jfl) but still maybe it's better.
Mr copecel here.
My whole life I just wanted to make others happy with my music. I wanted to rock out and bring joy. I've written many lyrics, riffs, and beats.
As a 30 year old trucel, why would I want to do this? Everyone's only made me sad. I guess I am a joker figure in this way.
It's strange because on the old YouTube days there was a guy with down syndrome who played the keys pretty good, (on my level).
Why did he want to bring joy? Why are downies so positive?
Everytime I talk about music I get shit on like I think I'm lil asper and gonna tattoo my face.
That makes me think music isn't a good creative cope.
A good cope is more like stories or Vidya that only other trucels could appreciate.
I'd have to learn to code (jfl) but still maybe it's better.