Knowing you can’t have what you desire most, knowing my youth will be sent alone wasted, while everyone else is partying, fucking chicks, having fun.
You have to make that decision for yourself, no one else can for you
I don't want to sound like some "just be happy bro" normie retard so I'll say this:
There is no solution to the problem, all I could do was mask the mental suffering with physical suffering, ie jobs. It helps get the mind off of things.
Also one of my best copes is religion but to each their own.
And lastly, never game end yourself, that would be giving them what they want. Be a thorn in their side, and make your presence unbearable to them.
At least that's what keeps me going.
There is no solution to the problem, all I could do was mask the mental suffering with physical suffering, ie jobs. It helps get the mind off of things.
Also one of my best copes is religion but to each their own.
And lastly, never game end yourself, that would be giving them what they want. Be a thorn in their side, and make your presence unbearable to them.
At least that's what keeps me going.
There many reasons to live, and many reasons to die.
You will find more comfort in the idea of death, than being dead.
You will struggle more in life, when finding comfort in death.
You will find more comfort in the idea of death, than being dead.
You will struggle more in life, when finding comfort in death.
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Each Thursday, Friday & Saturday I know throughout the night I would hear normies and foids going to parties and partying drinking, having fun.. I heard them in groups flirting and talking to each other and having fun.
We can never be a part of any of that, but still have to hear it. I could only reduce the amount I could hear it, eg.. by sleeping during the main hours of it.
I skipped going to movie theatres as the movies were bad and seeing couples there.
We can never be a part of any of that, but still have to hear it. I could only reduce the amount I could hear it, eg.. by sleeping during the main hours of it.
I skipped going to movie theatres as the movies were bad and seeing couples there.
I recently found a new cope, I starve myself on certain days and then order delicious food like meat, pizza or something exotic, after eating like a pig I go to sleep and have sweet dreams
I’ve decided to embrace a rejection of what normies do. No alcohol, drugs, porn, etc. Reject it all. The modern world is full of taint. Going without that stuff makes you alone but awake. I’d rather be awake even if it hurts me.
Brutal, I was a hardcore drug addict at 17, is my life completely ruined tbh?
No. It just takes a serious commitment to start and keep going no matter what. You have to want to do it.
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