RageFuel Is it possible to do anything, while feeling dead inside?

[Gyros_Pretcel]

I shouldn't feel bad. I actually feel physically okay for my standards. But I am so empty and dead inside. No mental energy.

I just want to ldar in these moments.


It's like I am once in a blue moon normally functional. It's bad for getting things done.


I realized some things over the last week and lots of pills I encountered life in rl hit me really hard. Maybe that's why.

Anxietypill, Agepill, Moneypill, Statuspill, Autismpill, Lostyearspill, Nihilismpill. Nothing new, but it felt suddenly so "in your face" present. Maybe it's the aftermath of that.

Usually I can overcome my depression at least somewhat, when I am physically okay.

 

[LOLI BREEDING]

well, things you were going to do anyway. are you cooming perchance?

 

[Gyros_Pretcel]

well, things you were going to do anyway.

Elab.

are you cooming perchance?

Why? Irregularly, but more than usual, but not as much as I used to do some months ago.

 

[ionlycopenow]

That is my greatest enemy my whole life. I have to fight every morning to get out of bed. It takes up so much energy.

 

[LOLI BREEDING]

Elab.

even if you feel like you're running on fumes, getting something started often helps to get you in the mood. all of us have base activities like vidya or drawing or whatever and you can make progress even while feeling like shit and it gets better if you're busy to think about it

Why? Irregularly, but more than usual, but not as much as I used to do some months ago.

try once a week maybe if you feel low on energy

 

[LostInTheStatic]

I feel dead inside most of the day, you get used to it.

 

[Iwanttolive]

I can't do anything for long anymore.

Play a game for maybe half n hr n turn it off.

Or turn the console on n turn it off

Read the first few pages of a book n stop.

Start workin out one day and abandon it next day

Eat halfway n go lie on my bed


The 'in you face' moments are