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I grew up in a religion family,went to a religious school (middle school -high school) . This school was fucked up . It was very strict (no normal pants ,no haircut,only shortttttt hair )
Long skirt for the girls , no makeup,no wings,onlt short nails ...etc we were not allowed to use phone even before classes start.We must attend mass every 2 Sunday, if we're late for classes or mass we're punished or sent home and must back with our parents.
If the guy below the director ( I don't how to say this title in English) asked you to push your pants so it can stay above your knees and it can't he sent you home.
In conclusion you can say not many girls attended my school and the ones that were there weren't too beautiful. The ratio was fucked up by 9th grade .
I missed those times, the education was great even though we had to study for at least 15 subjects each year. I was frustrated bc students in other schools had pretty girls ,good boy/girl ratio, could wear skinny pants,have haircut,have long hair ,were happier. Each year I tought it'd be better but it didn't. Who should I blame ? The school? Me ? My parents?
However many guys did have sexual experiences even at this school, maybe they were pro at their neighborhood too. Btw my middle school was boys only. This played a huge role of my inceldom bc I didn't have experience in my neighborhood either. Going to a mixed middle school would make a difference for me.
When I was looking at my pictures I was ugly ngl. I was skinny (more than I am now),tall ,shorttt hair .I Did grow my hair after highschool,but I cut it again bc I came to the west and I'm staying at my Christian family.I noticed a huge difference on how people treated me with long hair. It's sad I can't live my life how I want....
There are black parents that are cool,I got unlucky.
Long skirt for the girls , no makeup,no wings,onlt short nails ...etc we were not allowed to use phone even before classes start.We must attend mass every 2 Sunday, if we're late for classes or mass we're punished or sent home and must back with our parents.
If the guy below the director ( I don't how to say this title in English) asked you to push your pants so it can stay above your knees and it can't he sent you home.
In conclusion you can say not many girls attended my school and the ones that were there weren't too beautiful. The ratio was fucked up by 9th grade .
I missed those times, the education was great even though we had to study for at least 15 subjects each year. I was frustrated bc students in other schools had pretty girls ,good boy/girl ratio, could wear skinny pants,have haircut,have long hair ,were happier. Each year I tought it'd be better but it didn't. Who should I blame ? The school? Me ? My parents?
However many guys did have sexual experiences even at this school, maybe they were pro at their neighborhood too. Btw my middle school was boys only. This played a huge role of my inceldom bc I didn't have experience in my neighborhood either. Going to a mixed middle school would make a difference for me.
When I was looking at my pictures I was ugly ngl. I was skinny (more than I am now),tall ,shorttt hair .I Did grow my hair after highschool,but I cut it again bc I came to the west and I'm staying at my Christian family.I noticed a huge difference on how people treated me with long hair. It's sad I can't live my life how I want....
There are black parents that are cool,I got unlucky.
