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Experiment Is it autistic to still hold deep ingrained hatred for people who bullied me in teen years?

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I still remember them all, I still keep their face in my mind as they get older so I can always remember their face as they get older (thanks to idiots putting their full name and identities online with social media, making them easily searchable), I still get enraged just by looking at their faces. Them fucking with me all those years hasn't gone away, and there is absolutely 0 part of me that wants to forget or forgive, nothing can ever convince me to forgive or forget.


But a normie would say "Oh but they were just kids when they did that (15-16), :soy: you cant hold grudges like that, thats bad for your health, life gets better!!!".

The damage was already done, so why would I just forget it, that sounds cucked as fuck to forget what people did to you. In my opinion you should remember who fucked with you, in case you ever cross paths again.


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I still hold a lot of hatred for the people who bullied me in college. But I’m autistic too so I can’t answer that question. Maybe it is. :y'all:
 
Reparation or minecraft deathmatch.
 
No. It would be cucked if you didn't.
 
While I agree that you shouldn't forgive them, keeping track of their lives is actually unhealthy for you.

I recommend either doing something to them in order to vent your feelings or moving away to live in a different place so that you can try to forget about them entirely.
 
While I agree that you shouldn't forgive them, keeping track of their lives is actually unhealthy for you.

I recommend either doing something to them in order to vent your feelings or moving away to live in a different place so that you can try to forget about them entirely.

I dont keep track of their lives, they all have subhuman tier lives now as 30+ year olds now anyway, they didn't amount to anything, there's nothing special about them, they're just failed normies, I keep track of their face, so I dont forget it.
 
I dont keep track of their lives, I keep track of their face, so I dont forget it.
Oh, well that's completely fine, just keep in mind that the more you think about them the more it will impact your mood and make you upset or depressed. What you need to do is decide for yourself to what degree you consider their actions unforgivable, and to what extent you are willing to go to get your revenge.

If you aren't willing to take any direct or indirect actions against them yourself, it is better to stop thinking about them and forget about it entirely.
 
Oh, well that's completely fine, just keep in mind that the more you think about them the more it will impact your mood and make upset or depressed. What you need to do is decide for yourself to what degree you consider their actions unforgivable, and to what extent you are willing to go to get your revenge.

If you aren't willing to take any direct or indirect actions against them yourself, it is better to stop thinking about them and forget about it entirely.

My mood is aloof most of the time, so remembering things like this makes me feel something different, so I view it as a positive, not a negative, even if the feelings are not positive.
 
Depends, if your planning on paying them back for all those years of bullying then no but if you just hate them and nothing else then there's no point and honestly wasting your time remembering and looking at their faces just to hate.
 
no, this is the right thing. any guy who doesnt hate their bullies is a low t simp
 
Knife throwing is an underrated sport.
(As well as darts...)

Im sure that with a printer you could print up some highly motivating targets.

Sprorts arr a good cope tbh ngl ded srs.
 
No, it's quite fair that you still remember that, and you must. you must remember every single of them. their addresses, their families, their loved ones..
 
No, it's quite fair that you still remember that, and you must. you must remember every single of them. their addresses, their families, their loved ones..
this
 
Maybe, I am autistic and I still have grudges against kids who bullied looked down on or pitied me during my childhood. Unfortunately I don't have access to their social media, so I don't know anything about what they are up to now.
 
Take the Jihadpil and bomb them
 
No.
An eye for an eye.
Some foids destroyed my complete confidence and self-esteem a few years ago.
And now? They are completely life mogging me.
Do I deserve revenge? I think so.
 
I think its fine to still hold grudges, forgetting your enemies truly shows that you have accepted defeat.
 
No it’s not autistic id sit down and do a 20 year bid easily if it meant I get to take revenge against them
 
not at all tbh

i still hold hatred for one guy in particular who was specially vile, i dont give a shit about the rest they were just kids being idiots and i had bigger problems anyway, but that one... he bullied me at 12 and yet i still remember his full name and looked up where he lives the other day, some day i will pay him a visit (in minecraft)
 
If you put in a little bit of effort then you could find out their home address. I'm not saying what you should do with that information but I'm just telling you that it's very easy in the age of social media and obsessive personal information sharing.
 
autists nevER forgive, autists nevER forget

normalfags and foids make autists into the vengeful monstERs they become, and then pretend to be perplexed about it ("I was only brutalizing him because he was below me on the status hierarchy and it was my prerogative to do so, how could this evER happen?")
 
A real nigga never forgives.
 
St. Elliot wouldnt want you to forget.
 
It isn't autistic. I still want my bullies even from middle school to get brutally beaten to death. Fuckers spread false rumors that I was gay or some shit.
I still hold a lot of hatred for the people who bullied me in college. But I’m autistic too so I can’t answer that question. Maybe it is. :y'all:
You got bullied in college? Fucking brutal. I never see that shit, closest thing to it is people acting condescending towards me.
 
It isn't autistic. I still want my bullies even from middle school to get brutally beaten to death. Fuckers spread false rumors that I was gay or some shit.

You got bullied in college? Fucking brutal. I never see that shit, closest thing to it is people acting condescending towards me.
College in England is basically high school
 
OP, listen to me (listen to good EDM while reading this): The way to truly take revenge is not to waste effort remembering people's faces you never intend to meet, or having violent fantasies about them (though these can help you emotionally get off, to imagine things is to encourage yourself to do them). You fucking want revenge? Take your wrath, take every time you've been made to feel useless, and...what? Why not just end your life right now? That's the question we all need to ask, isn't it? Well, go on. Take that knife to your throat like I did, and realize...you can't. Your body won't let you. Why? Well, obviously your body was pre-programmed to want to continue to live no matter what.

Fundamentally, the main thing that differentiates humans from animals is that we need a meaning to live. Society does everything in its power to try and take that meaning away from incels. Even if you try to kill yourself, your body will eventually make you find a reason to live, anyway. So no matter how sad, you might as well find a reason to live, and live for that one reason only. It's the only thing that makes sense as a human (sadly). So, when you put that knife to your throat, what immediately comes to your head as an answer to the question,"why not"? Take that thing, and continue to sustain yourself FOR THAT REASON.

And since you've determined that that thing is something you want, you've got nothing better to do than maximally sustain yourself as progenerate-ly as possible, as well as possible, maximally pursue that reason. The thing is-to SUSTAIN that goal ALWAYS, when one has a fundamental understanding of the nature of the universe, the best way to maximally pursue that goal is to live in a way that maximizes progeneracy, which is the ability and tendency to collectively and individually pursue value through the production thereof, in the broadest sense possible. Maximizing progeneracy requires building yourself up, NOT in a hierarchical fashion, but retaining your identity as an incel, with in-group loyalty, fighting not for who you become but who you used to be, spitting in the hierarchy's face.

We build something great, not in this world but alongside it, outside it, against it, and prepare for collective warfare. The world has given us nothing better to do, no meaning or options, so we must make our own. They've ostracized us, fine. But we have found each other. I don't care if we win. No member of Betrev (my ideology, short for "Beta Revolution") does. "Winning" is irrelevant. The world has given us a meaning-to destroy it, revolt against but do so in the most strategic and effective fashion, which involves forming our own civilization and way of being apart from the world. They don't want us? Fine. Let them see what happens when an entire class of people devote their lives to dismantling their society, and we will fight until we are out of breath or blood, or the enemy is. There is NO REASON why not to. This doesn't mean going ER, it means coming together to form a much more strategic, and devastating, plan. It may take decades. Centuries, even. Generations of incels may die contributing to this project, to overthrow the world, and they will die happily. But when it happens, it will be spectacular. We have motivation, fury, and patience. These traits the world has forced upon us against our will, and they will see the results.

It won't be a tragedy...it will be...a comedy.
 
I hope most of them will be thERe when I throw my little party...
Never forgive, never forget.
 
I still remember the foids that would make my life living hell in highschool. No, it's not OP, if anything it could be an incel trait.
 
I still have sheer utter hatred for the bastard who harassed me everyday in my place of work, that was in 2012
 
I never forget, I just keep tally. You have the right to get even, if they don't want to get hurt they should not hurt you. It is a good way to keep track of people you should disassociate with. An apology does nothing as an adult, you are already damaged beyond repair.
 
It’s all looks that’s the sad thing. These evil bastards we walk past in the street who have partners. The other day in a restaurant a 6'3 jock chadlite guy is shouting and talking down to a 18-19 year old ricecel virgin waiter and his wife/girlfriend is just there on the side not even telling her jock BF off. That’s one isolated case but that is an example of someone’s nature no doubt. Arrogant big headed piece of shits like him have no trouble. Oh well. That’s life. When you’re ugly no cares or bothers who you really are. You just register as ‘ew’
 
It's bluepilled to NOT do this
 
IT'S COMMON SENSE NIGGA
 
Not at all. I still hold so much anger and pain from it all. I hate them. I hate them all.
 
I can't let it go no matter how much I try
 
Same man. I wish I could just forget it, but I will never forgive. I still have the full names, faces, temperaments and traits of the people who did me wrong at any point in life and I still remember every detail of the experiences very vividly.
 
I don't really hold hatred or recall these experiences constantly, but if I saw them begging on the street or something I'd probably spit in their face.
 
A true autist doesn't realize he's bullied.
 
No, it is just a sign that you are not a soy cuck with testosterone deficiency.
 

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