Clavicus Vile
I sold your soul for a daedric fleshlight
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I’ve truly thought about it, every scenario, tons of different methods that I would be able to realistically access.
But I’m just too damn scared of surviving and being in awful irreversible pain, and then being left to rot in a mental facility.
Or hell who knows if they’d send me back home as a mentally disabled cripple and my parents just kick me to the curve and let me starve.
Right now I’m considering doing it by train, but I just can’t stop thinking about if I survive. There’s no closure with the methods I have. If I die then I just die, I won’t die with a peace of mind knowing that it’ll be over. For that reason should I honestly just stay alive?
But I’m just too damn scared of surviving and being in awful irreversible pain, and then being left to rot in a mental facility.
Or hell who knows if they’d send me back home as a mentally disabled cripple and my parents just kick me to the curve and let me starve.
Right now I’m considering doing it by train, but I just can’t stop thinking about if I survive. There’s no closure with the methods I have. If I die then I just die, I won’t die with a peace of mind knowing that it’ll be over. For that reason should I honestly just stay alive?