Is anyone else exhausted and fr emotionally?

[Deleted member 7448]

I used to be really tough emotionally, like a stone.

But nowadays, after all the shit I've been through (self-inflicted of course), I feel fragile and exhausted emotionally.

I try to stay away from new stuff and interactions, new situations, people. I like to stay at home, in my little bubble and routine. I don't have any ambitions or material desires any more. All I really want in life is to stay at home, be happy and hopefully healthy with my mom and dad and cat, ldaring at my computer all day long. I hope to remain unemployed for as long as possible.

I've become anxious when I'm not at home or when thinking about my comfy lifestyle changing in any way. Even going to my master's degree for 4 hours a day in the evenings is tough.

 

[Incellectual]

I feel nothing but tired now. I've lost all energy for emotions like happiness and anger I'm just fucking done

 

[Deleted member 17719]

Are you an autist? Maybe you coud try and get neetbux, my uncle has been on neetbux for 10 years for being an alcoholic

 

[RemoveNormalfags]

I hope to remain unemployed for as long as possible.

I hope so for you too

Working every day is ropefuel, hell really exists and it's called wageslaving

 

[Apati]

Yes i had only 2 hours of lecture at college today and even that was enough to drain my all energy.

 

[Deleted member 18214]

I feel nothing but tired now. I've lost all energy for emotions like happiness and anger I'm just fucking done

 

[Big Yikes]

I used to be really tough emotionally, like a stone.

But nowadays, after all the shit I've been through (self-inflicted of course), I feel fragile and exhausted emotionally.

There is a line in a poem from Michel Houellebecq where he writes that when he was younger, he wanted to experience INTENSE and extraordinary emotions, but now that he is older he just tries not to suffer too much. And that's really the perfect description.

I feel like I'm super sensitive these days. Instead of drinking alcohol and listening to death metal, I just drink tea and listen to Ambient soundtracks. I just feel super jaded, I avoid things that are too intense emotionally because I'm always having a headache and brain fog anyway.

 

[Deleted member 7448]

Are you an autist? Maybe you coud try and get neetbux, my uncle has been on neetbux for 10 years for being an alcoholic

In my country they don't give you shit, they'd call you a crazy loser and tell you to fuck off.

There is a line in a poem from Michel Houellebecq where he writes that when he was younger, he wanted to experience INTENSE and extraordinary emotions, but now that he is older he just tries not to suffer too much. And that's really the perfect description.

I feel like I'm super sensitive these days. Instead of drinking alcohol and listening to death metal, I just drink tea and listen to Ambient soundtracks. I just feel super jaded, I avoid things that are too intense emotionally because I'm always having a headache and brain fog anyway.

Yeah, I just want to play with my cat and browse the net while covered in a blanket. No edgy or tough shit.

 

[Deleted member 18435]

I feel nothing but tired now. I've lost all energy for emotions like happiness and anger I'm just fucking done

 

[Speed]

Nope. I'm feeling myself giving less of a shit and becoming more unhinged by the day.

I remember when I had so much hope as a youngster too. I want to breakdown and cry when I think about how naive I was.

 

[EyesAreSoCold]

I used to be really tough emotionally, like a stone.

But nowadays, after all the shit I've been through (self-inflicted of course), I feel fragile and exhausted emotionally.

I try to stay away from new stuff and interactions, new situations, people. I like to stay at home, in my little bubble and routine. I don't have any ambitions or material desires any more. All I really want in life is to stay at home, be happy and hopefully healthy with my mom and dad and cat, ldaring at my computer all day long. I hope to remain unemployed for as long as possible.

I've become anxious when I'm not at home or when thinking about my comfy lifestyle changing in any way. Even going to my master's degree for 4 hours a day in the evenings is tough.

I feel like I've entered a period of exhaustion like a month ago. I wake up and feel dead tired, I browse stuff on my phone for an hour and then get up to get some coffee. In a couple of hours I feel tired again and have to take a nap, then usually I have dinner and do some studying for a few hours until I go to bed again.

I probably spend like 12-13 hours a day in bed. It's just hard to do anything when you have no motivation, nothing that pulls me out of bed, all I feel is the tiredness that keeps me lying there.

 

[Deleted member 7448]

Ohh shit, I fucked up the title. God damn mobile typing.

I feel like I've entered a period of exhaustion like a month ago. I wake up and feel dead tired, I browse stuff on my phone for an hour and then get up to get some coffee. In a couple of hours I feel tired again and have to take a nap, then usually I have dinner and do some studying for a few hours until I go to bed again.

I probably spend like 12-13 hours a day in bed. It's just hard to do anything when you have no motivation, nothing that pulls me out of bed, all I feel is the tiredness that keeps me lying there.

I spend literally all my free time in bed, laying with my laptop. I can't sleep during the day though, I couldn't even fall asleep during the day as a little kid in kindergarten.

Same thing though, no motivation, no interests, nothing to make me want to do more than lay in bed vegetating.

 

[iHateLife]

I used to be emotionally tough, logical, just and a perfect paradigm of virtue. Humanity took this away from me. If only I was born female, all my suffering is born from being male. The only thing that I have done to deserve this is being born male, it's like a curse. May humanity suffer for it's transgressions. My libido is nearly nonexistent compared to when I was 13 but it is a moral imperative to return the suffering that people placed on me even though my lust is gone.

 

[Deleted member 11032]

I hope to remain unemployed for as long as possible.