For me, yes, new sexual low famalam. Watching femdom pegging piss porn is probably more dignified than this because at least it's more alpha. After my second masturbation of the day erections become optional if I'm working with routine material, but that's okay because I like to slide my residual half-mutilated dick skin over my glans while having a half chub to simulate the gliding action I was robbed of (feels really good, so good it feels weird while I blow my load because the head becomes more sensetive and I have to stop sliding it over). I hop onto my porn throne and machinegun jackhammer my deathgrip bloodshot semi-chub with my roided doomfist time and time again.
Something that consistently gives me erections more than anything else is thinking about being desirable to a woman. I was at dinner, dragged along by family, at the house of some Asian people and the 40 year old Chinese woman joked that if I liked her cooking I should get an Asian girlfriend (they all laughed, I wonder why). I instantly got a giga stiffy thinking about what sincerely willing access to a vagina hole must be like. It's the same when I go on imageboards and some loser larping as a foid is saying he prefers men shorter than her, prefers men with flaws I have, etc. I thought I was beating my dick to death but it turns out somebody actually being attracted to me for who my genetics made me unlocks consistent, rock-hard erections, even if I'm reading about it in text, as if my dick is getting ready to charge in and spread my genes.
I think it's because I am young enough to have internalised the metoo affirmative consent crap while subconsciously recognising at all times that I am subhuman and no woman would actually want to have sex with me, when I see wamen on my screen with no clothes on there's a little bit in the back of by brain recognising that they'd think I was an ugly subhuman and want me dead for coming near them.
Something that consistently gives me erections more than anything else is thinking about being desirable to a woman. I was at dinner, dragged along by family, at the house of some Asian people and the 40 year old Chinese woman joked that if I liked her cooking I should get an Asian girlfriend (they all laughed, I wonder why). I instantly got a giga stiffy thinking about what sincerely willing access to a vagina hole must be like. It's the same when I go on imageboards and some loser larping as a foid is saying he prefers men shorter than her, prefers men with flaws I have, etc. I thought I was beating my dick to death but it turns out somebody actually being attracted to me for who my genetics made me unlocks consistent, rock-hard erections, even if I'm reading about it in text, as if my dick is getting ready to charge in and spread my genes.
I think it's because I am young enough to have internalised the metoo affirmative consent crap while subconsciously recognising at all times that I am subhuman and no woman would actually want to have sex with me, when I see wamen on my screen with no clothes on there's a little bit in the back of by brain recognising that they'd think I was an ugly subhuman and want me dead for coming near them.
