Intentional murder by someone else

[Trash.cel]

When I was in hs we had drills like what to do if a shooter came in the building , is it crazy for me to say I never cared about protecting myself and in the event of it's actual occurance that i would want the person(s) to put me out of my out of my misery and do the one thing I've never had the balls to do?

 

[Prozac]

It’s why people choose suicide by cop. But no, I have been there before. When everything seems at a loss and all your dreams become a joke of course you feel like ending it. On that note maybe we’re just looking life wrong. I cope by looking forward to bad news and let downs. That way I always get what I want. It’s better than letting life destroy you because it has no right to do that.
I don’t want to die the loser of my own story, and I don’t think deep down you want to either.