Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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I've been trying to alter the way I see the world for quite some time now. I'm just too skeptical of everything, still too grounded in reality. But it's not like that has done me any good.
But insanity can be very liberating. I see people worrying about all kinds of shit: presentations, deadlines etc... And I worry too, I get that feeling of anxiety flushing through my body. But when I feel that, I remind myself of insanity mode. So I actively try to stop giving a fuck. I start thinking about the pointlessness of it all, the absurdity of existence, I say fuck it to any consequences and I just do the shittiest job possible. It's worked until now, idk when people will start calling me out on it, but I'll just plunge deeper into insanity when it happens. The trick is keeping it to yourself and not communicating what you think or feel to anyone, just try and make life as easy and comfortable for yourself.
But insanity can be very liberating. I see people worrying about all kinds of shit: presentations, deadlines etc... And I worry too, I get that feeling of anxiety flushing through my body. But when I feel that, I remind myself of insanity mode. So I actively try to stop giving a fuck. I start thinking about the pointlessness of it all, the absurdity of existence, I say fuck it to any consequences and I just do the shittiest job possible. It's worked until now, idk when people will start calling me out on it, but I'll just plunge deeper into insanity when it happens. The trick is keeping it to yourself and not communicating what you think or feel to anyone, just try and make life as easy and comfortable for yourself.